I am lost in you

47

"Gege, don't you remember anything happened after the war?"

"I... Actually I..."

Shen Wei gripped his head in pain, both palms rubbing against his forehead. It was obvious that trying to recall the memories was causing him so much pain.

Yunlan was beside Shen Wei in a nanosecond. He may not be remembering him. He may not know how much he means to Yunlan, he may not know how much it hurts to see him in pain. But this is Yunlan's precious. He will gladly choose death over seeing Shen Wei in pain.
He tried to calm down Shen Wei by rubbing his head and saying soothing words.

"It is fine, Shen Wei. Don't push yourself. You will eventually recall the past memories. It is hard to see you in pain for us. We will let you have some alone time with Ye Zun. He will explain everything to you."

Yunlan removed his hands. Although it hurts like hell, he knows this time he is not the one to help Shen Wei. He doesn't remember him.
So, the best option is Ye Zun.

Two teary eyed guys left the room, closing the door slowly behind them.

Even if it was forbidden, even if it caused pain, love is always the same.

Ye Zun sat beside Shen Wei again. He started rubbing circles on Shen Wei's palm and slowly leaned into the sitting man's chest.

"Gege, do you want me to explain?" he asked softly.

"I have some memories but they are tangled together. I don't recognise the faces. I do remember what happened after the war but still the memories are not clear.
Can you tell me what happened at the war? It would be the most memorable and painful. So, the memory wouldn't have faded that easily. "

" Ok then, I was... "

Ye Zun started telling him what happened back then in Dixing between the two of them. Halfway through his story, Shen Wei interrupted him.

" Zhao Yunlan "

" Yes, Zhao Yunlan. The one that came to the room just now. "

" I remember him. "Shen Wei slowly closed his eyes, trying to recall his memories. This time the memories came flooding his mind with no pain.

Ye Zun waited patiently. Finally,
a satisfied smile blossomed upon the soft pink lips.

" I remember "Shen Wei opened his eyes but they were unfocused.

" Gege, you are tired. Get some rest. Call me if you need anything. "

He placed a soft kiss on the crown of his brother's head. And slowly closed the door behind him.

Ye Zun has a soft smile on his face,totally pure. Kissing his brother, it felt so good.

" Ye Zun, what happened? "

An impatient Zhao Yunlan was pacing back and forth in the room.

"He remembered."

That was the most reassuring words Yunlan has ever heard in his life apart from Shen Wei is fine.
Actually, all mesmerising words in his life was somehow related to Shen Wei.
He finally sat on a chair, relaxing.

"Zhao Yunlan, what are we going to do about him?"
Ye Zun gestured towards Zhan Tao.

Zhao Tao looked at them both, puzzled but not with any fear.

"He is not going to harm Shen Wei. In fact he helped us to rescue him. Even though it was on his personal purpose we can't harm him.
It will be Shen Wei's choice."

"Ok then."
Ye Zun didn't say anymore. He was not in the right mind to talk. Somehow, he felt something was off.

"Zhao Yunlan, I still feel an effect of a strong spell in this room. It will be good if one of you can stay beside Shen Wei ."