I know I say it to much, but I can never stop.

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I know I say I love you to much. I know I sleep to much. It's just..I've been sick for a long while and I haven't said anything because I didn't wanna scare you. Worry you. I'm scared myself. I'm scared it'll kill me. I'm scared...scared...but, I can never stop telling you I love you because you deserve to hear it 24/7.

[ Okay can be our Always. Okay? -Augustus Waters ]

[ Okay -Hazel Grace Lancaster ]

[ I fell in love the way you fall asleep, slowly, then all at once -TFIOS ]

I love it when I giggle or do something stupid, you just have that grin on your face. Any girl would be very happy to have you. And I'm glad it's me. I wanna be perfect like you. I wanna be able to show you the amount of love you show me...but I don't.

I could go on and on about how perfect you are. I am, aren't I?

Yeah, I am. And I'm happy I'm doing it. It's probably sappy and sucky, but it's true. You're perfect in every way and I admit: I get very jealous. I wanna be perfect like you. But, I'm not. This is late, I know. I should've wrote this in the first chapter, but I'm a horrible girlfriend with a messed up mind and a crazy personality. I'm surprised I haven't slapped myself yet! Okay, okay. I'm rambling about me. That's not why I'm here.

I'm here for you. This book? I planned this for months, I just wasn't sure you would like it. But, I think you do. I hope so.

I know we don't talk a lot..and I hate it. A lot. I wish we could talk more. I love you. For her a Always. Okay?

I love you. So much. You're perfect and I love you.

-Zoë

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