I love him

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He kept his distance, no more asking me for help and I felt useless.

I lost Jordan all because I kept talking way too much about him to Bethany and now the pimple face bitch ruined my life.

We passed by each other without saying hello an each time my heart creaked
He went cold on me

Should I apologise I don't know.

But heaven had it's plans.

I found Jordan with Kathy in the locker room he was laughing at something she said but immediately stopped upon seeing me.

"Morning" I greeted them but only got a reply from Kathy

She sensed something and turned to Jordan

"The guy's greeting you what's wrong" she inquired and his reply drove a hot knife to my heart.

"I don't talk to small minded people"

"What's that suppose to mean Jordan, Michael has always been there for you every time you needed money he's there food he's there so how's he a small minded person" she asked and for the first time I kind of liked her as a person......not friend.

I saw something in him change that moment as if realising the truth but no words were uttered as he walked out the locker room.

I was standing outside for same fresh air the rain had stopped raining that evening when I felt a presence behind me.

"Michael I'm ordering pizza we can go eat together if you want" he said like it pained him.

No apology nothing but an offer for pizza.

"Yeah I'd love that" I still kept my distance though

I was still hurt and boy did I intend to act like a bitch.