I love him

18

"Jim hit me and it felt like a kiss"

I never really got that line of the lyrics by the only women who is like a god to me but today I did.

It was night time with only me and Jordan's aunt we were sitting in silent eating dinner watching the hyped up black panther movie

Like what was the hype all about it ain't that even good and as an African I certainly do not sound like that.

But getting back on track I was honestly happy and same how sad that I'd be leaving, sad that this is the only time I was ever this close to Jordan

I got invited into his world into his room and certainly got my long time fantasy of kissing him even though it was under certain mind altering influences but still I got to feel how it feels to be in his arms and right now I was greatful cause I came to accept that he's a straight guy

With a bitch of a girlfriend.

"will you be okay alone I am going out" asked Jordan's aunt who's name I still didn't catch.

Looking closely at her I could tell or maybe I judged her as one of thosble older women who were still trying to swim in the last drops of the youth fountain

"yeah I'll just watch television and go to bed" I replied with a small smile

"okay when Jordan comes tell him his food is in the microwave" she said walking out the door already

Eager to start the night.

I sat there watching something else with the minutes trudging by, I started dozing but soon got woken up when I heard the door open.

I thought it was Jordan's aunt but by the dress code she had on I don't think she'll be here until tomorrow

Jordan appeared and we made a slither of eye contact.

"hey" he greeted and I replied meekly

He passed by me towards the kitchen where I heard dishes clinking and then appeared with a plate of food

He sat next to me like on the same couch while the three other were empty and I went stiff but I wasn't complaining though.

"what you watchin"

"nothing really just scrolling through" at this point my nose got invaded with his gucci perfume and I was intoxicated

"cool....... Did you already eat"

Aw he was concerned

"yeah"

"Micheal"

"yeah"

"what did you say to Patricia earlier today" he asked referring to his girlfriend

"nothing" I stutter what poison did that bitch fill him with.

"oh so you didn't insult her huh" he asked again with a cool demeanor as he stood up

"why would I insult her?, am I crazy to be going around insulting people"  I asked getting annoyed by the fact that she already poisoned him with her side of the story which I'm sure was filled with extra lies.

I personally don't know her but all I know is that I don't like her for obvious reasons

"I don't know cause she told me something that has me thinking" he said taking off his Adidas sweater that I remember hugging close to me one day at work in the locker rooms

I was getting mad at his judging  tone and seems like he already ate up what she told him

"oh yeah and what did that bitch tell you huh" I don't know were that came from but I felt like he was being unfair to me right now

But boy did I regret calling Patricia the B word

Out of nowhere I felt the stink on my cheek so painful and certainly damaging

"don't you ever call my girlfriend a bitch okay never do it if you love your life" he warned threateningly.

I wanted to cry but there where no tears instead I felt more love for him I felt like the slap was same glorious orgasm I never felt before as I felt my heart beating but with pure passion and not anger.

It felt like a kiss and I didn't want the stink to end as I watched him walk away I placed a pillow on my growing boner.

Okay well if you are asking yes that did happen that day.

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Love
Micheal Winter