Unbothered [So Deep Sequel]

Ch.13 // Back2Me

Teyana POV:

Baby I love you, I Hold you down everyday

So don't hurt me no more my loves gotta limit

You know you know you knooooow

I nodded my head as the lyrics to my new song 'You Know' played i love this song so much, because I can honestly relate to it... this is exactly what me and Chris went thru. I put it all in the song.

[But honestly guys, I love this song so much... If you read So Deep you know that this story is actually a true story based on me and my past relationship and 'You Know' by Teyana describes what I went through too. Check it out, its an amazing song.]

I just finished recording the song and couldn't wait to drop it. Even though I love the song so much, it makes me want to cry.. because hearing myself singing the lyrics brings back all the memories.

I wiped my tear as I grabbed my stuff ready to leave. I called my driver Bryan to come get me.

"Hey Teyana, Your cabbie awaits..." Lisa the secretary told me.

"Okay thanks Lisa. I'll be right out." I said and smiled.

I walked out and paparazzi formed around me.. i just ignored all there questions... mainly about Chris and got in the SUV.

"Where to Ms.Taylor?" Bryan asked ...

"Uh 3rd St. .. The restaurant is called 'Paula's Curry Kitchen.." I said and pulled out my phone to a text message from Chris. 1 from 500 more... And I'm not exaggerating. Lemme just read this one.

I sighed and read it:

Christopher: Teyana i know you don't wanna hear from me but ... I'm so sorry. 'sorry' isn't even enough to apologize about all my mistakes... everything. I won't be buggin you anymore... I know you have my number and everything so if you need me just call. I love you... you are my world but... we .. we just need a break.. Hopefully this will make us both stronger and we will both get to grow for ourselves and from the past. I love you Teyana Taylor. I will always love you.

I read the last part over and over again

' I will always love you '

I wiped the tears from my face as the car came into a complete stop.

"We're here ma'am."

"Okay give me a second please.." I said and called Ron.

"Hey boo, you here yet?" I asked.

"Yeaah girl, wya? me and Bianca catching up." she asked.

Her and Bianca are mutual friends thru me of course but they met at a birthday party I had about a year ago.

"I'm here. Outside bout to walk in. See y'all in a min." I said and hung up.

I was so excited to see my babes. They make me so happy.

"Alrighty. Thanks Bryan ... ima head in." I said and tipped him a $50

"Okay and no problem! I appreciate the tip!" he said back.

"Its nothin'." I said and hopped out. I walked in and went straight to the room I recommended in the back..

1 HOUR LATER

After an hour of laughing, eating and catching up on friends and family. It was time to talk about our relationships.

"Who's gonna first?" Bianca asked.

Ron sipped her drink looking right at me.

"Finnnnne." I said and got comfortable .

"Me and Chris.. broke up again but for good this time-

"What happened?!" Ron yelled. She is obviously #TeamChrisandTeyana.

I laughed a little. "Damn, lemme finish."

"Sorry..." she said and laughed.

Bianca was just quiet. She on the other hand wasn't for me and Chris's relationship but I was in love. Kinda still am..

"But anyways... Our schedule wasn't really fitting perfectly like it usually does... and this was the breaking point. he told me he was going to the studio to meet up with Kevin to help him with his album.. he said he'll be back in 2 hrs..."

"He WASNT!" Bianca and me said at the same time.

"I called, texted nothing. So I go on instagram to see whats up b/c you know #TeamBreezy always knows whats up with him... I see this picture he is tagged in with Heather, hand all on her thigh and shit! I cried yeah and took my ass straight to that studio! I walked in to him and her cuddling and shit. I told him not to call, text, etc... We are done. I told him I was done with the cycle. I packed my shit and got on the next flight home." I said in tears.

By now they were rubbing my back.

"Did he ever call or text?" Bianca asked.

"Yess. Like 500 times.. I read one out of all of them."

I read them the text. They were just speechless, especially Ron.

"I really thought my brother was done with this hoe, I don't get it. Why does he keep going back to her?!" Ron said.

"That's what I'm tryna find out." I said wiping my tears.

Chris POV:

"So why do you keep going back to her bruh?" Mijo asked.

I sighed. "Because the thing no one understands is that Heather has been there for EVERYTHING. The shit that hurted me the most, all the fighting I had with Michael, Rihanna, my dad, even when me & my mom got into it. .. When I was locked up.. She visited me more then Karrueche did. & at the time I was with Kay.. She was there when I thought about suicide when the whole Rihanna thing occurred. She was my sister tho... Then that 1 night stand happened cause we were both at bad places in our relationship. I love Teyana yes, so much... I still love her. I love her more than I ever loved any ex other then Rih. I can't have Rih... Because that'll never work so I'm not tryna lose Tee. That's my soul mate, I swear. I just don't understand when & where the hell did Heather become so damn evil, and selfish... How she gets when she's mad or when we aren't together but when me & Heather are together she's back to the real Heather.. I seriously admire & love Heather... I do.. I don't know what the hell to do..."

"Damn bro, I don't even know what to tell you.. You really really fucked up and I doubt she is gonna take you back. So what you should do right now is get to thinking & find yourself because you are losing yourself again ... Yeah I understand you love Teyana but you can't let these women control your happiness or else you'll never be happy. Find it within yourself. I don't like to see you go down this road... I don't .. So get it together. You have to seriously choose between Heather or Teyana. And when you choose one make sure you seriously break it off with ALLLLL OF THEM! The hoes, all your exes, everyone who you fucking with or messed around with. Get yourself under control." Mijo said.

I just nodded while I looked out into my beautiful view. I hate to admit it but tears were falling from my eyes. I wiped them quick, but then they just started falling like rain, I couldn't control it. I really don't like how my life is turning out when it comes to people... Relationships and shit. I need to get myself under control... I need to see light.

"It's alright cry brother, your human ... It's okay to cry & be hurt. And I'll be here every step of the way. I love you boy!" Mijo said and pulled me in aggressively for a bro hug.

I couldn't even talk... I just cried. Cried until I got it all out.

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