"Mmmmm that feels good...." I moaned out in pure bliss. John thrusted in at a fast pace that I had no clue anyone could do. The sound of skin slapping and rain pouring mixed together in the most beautiful way. The way we fit together was perfect. "Ahhhh, more." I breathed short breaths and felt my heart pounding in my chest. He leaned down and kissed me passionately and held my hands in his. "I really like you." He whispered. I felt butterflies in my stomach when his cool breath went down my neck. "I like you too." I said back sweetly. He kissed me softly then kept pounding into me. His breathing was heavy and fast. I could feel myself tighten around him and how his thrusts were beginning to get sloppy. "I'm gonna cum." He said through gritted teeth. "Me too." I squeaked from the way he attached his mouth to my neck and sucked in the most delicious way. "John, I....I'm cumming." I felt his pace get faster and harder. "Oh fuck." He cursed. He pulled out and released all over my stomach. Her laid next to me and held me in his arma tighter. "I meant I love you." He whispered to me before I fell asleep. When I woke up, I was wearing his Chatterbox shirt and I had my panties back on. I noticed the small bruises on my thighs from when he was holding my legs. I stood up and washed my face and showered from all the excitement the day before.
Maybe it was a dream. I looked down at his shirt and knew for a fact it wasn't. No, it wasn't.I smiled to myself. I couldn't help but jump from even more excitement. "He's mine!" I shouted. I jumped onto my bed and jumped up and down. "No way!" I was so happy I didn't even hear footsteps coming towards my door. It creaked open slowly and I didn't notice my dad looking in. "Who's yours?" He asked. I stopped and my eyes widened. "Nobody." I sat down with my legs crossed. "Who's shirt is that?" He asked suspiciously. I looked down and forgot I had John's shirt on. "It's She-" I froze and felt all the rage come back from even thinking her name. "It's Molly's." I said. "Okay. Just don't hit your head on the fan from all your jumping." He laughed. I rolled my eyes. Today feels so good. Nothing can ruin it now.My heart fluttered at the thought of him. "He's mine." I whispered into my pillow. I heard lighter footsteps coming up the stairs and quickly slipped on black leggings to cover up my bruises. "Emily? Did you forget today's Friday?" She smirked. My jaw dropped and I asked frantically "What time is it?" She looked at the clock down the hall and said "7:00 a.m." I jumped off my bed and said in surprise "You didn't wake me up earlier." She shrugged and shut my door. "Oh shit." I quickly changed into light destroyed denim high waisted short shorts, left on Johns Chatterbox shirt, and my white Vans. I ran to my bathroom and quickly did my cat eye eyeliner and pink lipgloss and was too lazy to do anything to my ahir, so I just put it up in a messy but cute ponytail. I looked myself over and saw small purple hickeys on my collarbones. What an idiot.I used some of my moms concealer and covered them as best as I could. After the makeup they only looked like small bruises from thin fingers. I ran downstairs and ate a cookie and grabbed my bag and headed out. "Hey, I was just coming to get you." Said a sweetly familiar voice. I turned to see John standing by the door. "You were just gonna stand there?"
He shrugged and held his hand out. As we walked hand in hand, we came across Veronica and DeeDee holding hands too. "They're going out too?" I asked in shock. John nodded. "You missed a lot while you were gone for those three days. DeeDee is with Veronica, Blair and Tommy are together, and Molly is in a long distance relationship with some guy named Marc." My jaw dropped at all the shocking and happy news. I guess they had spotted us too because Veronica came running up and held me in her arms. "Oh my god! Finally!" She said exhasperatedly. I rolled my eyes and pointed to DeeDee. "Since when did this occur?" I asked. She blushed and mouthed 'Since Monday.' I smiled big and whispered. "So cute." Me and Veronica walked in front of our new boyfriends "So you and John, huh?" She elbowed my side playfully. I giggled at the thought of him and I finally together. "I know." We made it to school with a few minutes to spare before we were late. I did a double take when I saw Jeff and Sheena being lovey with each other. She did the same when saw me looking over at them. They headed our way and I decided that I would rather not get sent to prison for murdering her, so me and John held hands and walked past them. "Emily, can we talk?" Sheena asked desperatley. I just kept walking, dreading the next few periods we had together. "It's good you're ignorin' her ya know." John said. He pulled me in towards his strong chest. "I don't feel like she deserves to waste my time with her bull shit excuses." I explained. He nodded and smiled. "Good." He kissed my forehead and we talked about how we were gonna see each other after school and go see a movie.
The bell rang and the gates of hell were ready to open. I sat in my assigned seat next to Molly and behind John. Sheen sat across the class in the front. While the teacher was lecturing, she kept looking back at me and mouthing 'Please' or 'Let's talk'. It was pretty annoying. I knew she was gonna give me the same 'It's true love' excuse, and I didn't want to hear it. When the bell rng for the period to end, Sheena rushed to me and pulled on my arm. "Can we talk about this?" She asked. I shook my head and knew she wasn't going to stop until I gave her what she wanted, like always. "No we can't." I said after the fifth time she asked. She kept following me even though her class was in the complete opposite direction. "Sheena! No we can't talk about the bull shit you wanna try to explain. I know you and you're gonna say the same shit you always do, 'It's true love Em'. RThat's a load of bull shit and you know it. They always break your heart then you yell at me for not protecting you from getting hurt. I'm only human Sheena, I'm not your mother, I don't have motherly instincts, okay? So just leave me alone and figure out the whole Jeff thing for yourself. I don't care anymore." People in the hall had turned to glare at us like we were a movie. "But Em. I can feel it this time. She argued. I felt small pricks going down my body. "Just like with Max, Daniel, Josh, and Kevin? You said that exact same thing, and look what happened. You had broken heart and I had to be yelled at by you for two years straight. Deal with this love thing yourself." I walked away. Tommy followed behind me and tried to call me back. Instead of going to class, I ran to the girls' bathroom to let it all out. I got so angry I punched two mirrors out and cut up both my hands really bad. There was blood everywhere and shards of glass all over the floor and in the sinks.
"I'm a bad person." I scolded myself. "I'm not a good girl." I cried and felt dizzy because of all the blood coming out and the short breathing from crying. Molly and Veronica ran in and tried to concole me and make me feel better. "Why am I so bad?" I asked in a daze. Veronica picked up the shards and threw them in one sink. "You're not a bad person. You're perfect." Said Molly gently massaging cirlcles in my back. "I'm a bad erson. I yelled at her." I said reffering to Sheena. Molly gently sat me down and held me in her arms. "In a way, she deserved what she got. She hurt yiu more than you know." When the bell rang Veronica and Molly decided to take me to the nurse's office. When she saw me, her face went from normal to utter shock. "What the hell happened to her?" She asked. "She kinda punched out two mirrors with both hands." Said Molly. She led us all into the small white room they call an infirmary. "Now you girls get to class. She'll be fine." Reassured the nurse. They kissed my cheek and walked out. "Will I be fine?" I asked still in a small daze. She nodded looking at my small, pale, and bloody hands. "I think you're gonna need stitches though. Some of these are pretty deep."
