The sun was already shut off when I was watching an audition of some talents show.
It showed me one of video contains of someone singing a song called 'don't watch me cry' by Jorja Smith. It suddenly hit me.
I was not be able to really catch up the lyrics and what were all about. I was too focused to the title.
Don't watch me cry. If something could really describe what I have been feeling right now, it would perfectly fit the situation I am in.
Don't watch me cry. I would not want everyone to see my weakest side, when I could not do anything except rolling my body within the blanket. I could not do anything, just poured everything down from all my messed up mind.
I want everyone to see me happy, even though all I did was fake it all.
Such a bullshit and excuses that I made, but don't watch me cry.
Because, you would not be able to comfort me, nor I would.
Just let them all go down like a waterfall.
YOU ARE READING
the melody kissed my face
Poetry"I looked deep into his eyes, to see any reassurement and consciousness of what he has been saying are true, But, I saw none."