Your Not Replaceable

Chapter 8

Me and Karizma walks down the stairs, laughing at a joke I said, which all goes to me I am not funny. We reach the last stair.

"Morning Hunny" Garner pecks Karizma's cheek. I'm bout to gag.

"Hey. Where were you last night? I was actually feeling a little lonely." Karizma pouts.

"I was... uh... I fell asleep on the couch." He looked at me for a split second.

"Oh. Well, go get the maids to pack our stuff. Okay." Karizma smiles, while Garner nods. "Love you!"

Garner glares to a far distance "love you too"... Karizma walks away.

"What's wrong, Garner?" I asked pulling him in a corner.

"We need to talk private...Never mind." He walks away

"No. What is so upsetting that you need to talk in private?" I grab his wrist, and tried my best to pull him back.

He forcefully pushed me to the wall."I said never mind. Now leave me alone." He fiercely says spitting all over my face.

"But, I can't. I can't leave you alone cause I love you."

"What!" I turn around to see Karizma standing there with pure hatred and even more hatred in her eyes.

"It's not what it looks like Karizma. You are my only sister..." I say shock enough for my mind to doze off a little. But something in my mind said to wake out of my crazy psycho brain daze.

"She wouldn't leave me alone. She kept touching all on me. Begging me to have sex with her. When she knows I'm with you, Karizma." Garner says, which I know for a fact that it is 100% not true.

"And I said that you were my only sister. Who can't keep her hands of my fiance." She says running up the stairs.

"He's lying." I couldn't say anything else cause I would still be guilty.

"Oh really. Ask Sam. He was there when you kissed me out of nowhere." Garner goes after Karizma.

After they were gone. After the argument. Now I know how Myia felt when everything happened. She felt the need to die. I really didn't get to hear her side of the story.

I cry till for about a good forty-five minutes, until my dad finally came to me.

"What's wrong? Ally" he says as comforting as he could.

"I just need a moment. To myself. I miss mom, dad. I really miss her. She could fix every problem everyone had." I laugh to myself. "I miss the way she looked. I miss the way she would hide our itchy wool sweaters that grandmother gave us, then when Thanksgiving and Christmas came she would force us to wear it. And.. Karizma doesn't know how much I really miss her. I was really close to mom. People actually say that I look like her. I keep a picture of mom on my dresser. Do you miss her, dad?"

He sits down where I was. "Yes. I do miss her. She was my high school sweetheart. She was an good nurse. Everyone loved her. That night, that she got in a accident, she was just getting out of work... when we were your age, Ally, she said she always wanted to be a nurse." He gives me a big hug. He release me from the hug. "But anyways Ali are you packed up?"

"The maids should be almost finished." I say smiling a little. But in the inside I am crying, even if I have no more tears to produce.

"Okay. I love you my sweet Ally." He smiles.

"I love you too!" I say sniffling.

"Now help get your dad up this floor." He chuckled. I laughed.

"I will just leave you here to suffer." I giggled. He looked up at me. "I'm just kidding. I will get you up in a jippy."