It only takes one moment to change your life forever.
It only takes one decision to alter the course of your future.
It only takes bravery to open your heart.
But once your heart is open...it's open to being shattered.
Lyra and her mom had little in...
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Trenton:
Sooooo...she's still not talking to me—hell, she's barely looking at me. I've opened, only to snap shut my mouth, like a hundred times already—everything I want to say to her, dying a horrible death on my dry, acrid, tongue. I watch, nearly pea green, with envy, as my brother says something that makes her throw back her head and laugh. Her lustrous, shiny hair, falls in gentle waves to her waist—it's like a silk curtain of midnight—and, it takes every ounce of self-control I possess, to keep myself from reaching out and burying my hands in it. She's so beautiful, it almost hurts to look at her—well, maybe the hurt comes from the fact that she fucking hates my guts. I watch as my brother makes her laugh—again—and I almost reach over and punch him in the face. I want to make her laugh. I want to see her smile. I want to see her eyes light up when they look at me. I want...I want...I want...FUCK! Fuck it all. I just want her. I'm a goddamn mess. And I'm losing my fucking mind. I've accepted it. I have to. I want her too much to do anything less. They'll be no more excuses...no more purposeful distractions, and definitely no more fucking skanky bimbos (hell, skanky ass bimbo Mandy was what got me into this mess to begin with) oh, and Jim, Jack and Jameson...can't forget the three J's, they definitely didn't help matters any. I try to think back on that night, (that, oh-so-disastrous-night) but keep pulling up a lot of fucking blurry haze...just how drunk was I? Considering just how much Lyra seems to hate me...I'd say, I had to have been pretty shit-faced. Fuck it all. I'm going to fix this. How? I have no goddamn clue. But...I'm a stubborn, head-strong, sonofabitch. And, I've never failed at anything once I've put my full attention, and focus on it...and Lyra...Lyra definitely has my full, undivided attention.
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