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just somewhere i dump poetry that I've all ready written or just stared warning: can get pretty serious here
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by Artismything1776
by Artismything1776
                                    
                                              

                          Inspired by a piece of paper and a song  
                          "Are we there?" i ask with worry. i watch your eyebrows frown and your eyes move from side to side thinking of what you were going to say next "I don't know,maybe" you lie through your teeth, shamelessly.

                           As time pasts by. Your words and actions still don't make sense...but when i let myself go i realised i let you fool me. I see you talking to others and saying things you said to me when we first started out 'why didn't you say them to me now?' 'did you mean them?' . Thoughts spilled from my mind like telling the truth under pressure but i was quickly snapped out of my thoughts but your voice alarming me to listen so i do, god your voice use to be so smooth and gentle, you use to talk a lot but now it feels like you don't want to talk to me,all you do is make such small talk'what happen?'.
                          "Why can't you tell me?!"i ask hoping to get an answer out of you, you look down not wanting to answer me"WHY!?"i shout hoping to get it through to you that this is something you're not walking out of this, you stand up and look at me with a look of rage"you know why". Tears were therating to pour out of my eyes but i couldn't let you see them'not the answer i wanted'.
                          As time goes by the truth starts to unravel, it was true, i was right, you didn't love me anymore... you seroiusly didn't. All i have is one question...why?. Why did you stay so long if you didn't care?. 
                          You pick up your stuff and call a cab, you didn't even look me in the eye while you walk towards the door"i'll think about you"i say but you stayed silence i could see on your face that you were debating if you should say something or walk out the door"i'll think of you too"you whisper to floor then you walk out the door, part of me felt like you were lying but part of me wanted to believe you still loved me and i don't how long i'll hold to you but i hope i'll let go soon.                                                                                                 
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