Staying Strong (Chapter 9)

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 Liam’s POV

And just like that Jason walked out. He didn’t run and storm away; he just walked and shut the door.

“It’s about time he realized everything and left.” Niall murmured.

“Shut up… Just shut the hell up Niall!” I suddenly blew up.

I went to go lock the door so there will be no interruptions. Niall has to understand and just listen to me now.

“What’s wrong with you?” I threw my hands up in the air.

“You were never like this. You’re so mean and hateful, I don’t understand. Where’s that fun loving person I know?” I teared.

“Liam I-”

“No! You’re going to listen to me first. I’m sick of this bullshit. Do you know how I feel right now? I feel like this is my entire fault. If it weren’t for me, you wouldn’t be here in the hospital right now and you wouldn’t be so heartbroken. But please, PLEASE listen to me carefully.” I ranted.

“I love you but ONLY as a friend. We’re like brothers. I didn’t mean to hurt you. Why can’t we just go back to how things were? I miss that.” I finished.

“Liam… There must have been a time where you did like me. The kiss and…” He stopped.

“I’m sorry. I guess I should just get it through my head but know this. I’ll never stop loving you.” He half smiled.

My heart dropped. I do care about Niall so much but I could tell that I’m hurting him. Don’t I deserve to be happy though?

“Niall, I have to go. I can’t just let Jason run away from me.”

Niall grabbed my forearm and I spun around.

“Be with Jason, but please… stay my best friend. I can’t lose you.” He wept.

“Can you sleep here tonight? So we can talk. It would make me so happy if you came back…” He begged.

“I guess I could do that.” I sighed.

“I’ll be back later.”

I have to talk to Jason. Like right now. He won’t like this… But what he doesn’t know won’t hurt him, right? I’ll just say I’m staying over Harry’s. Niall and I need closure.

Jason’s POV

After what I just saw I decided to walk out. I don’t need to make the scene any worse than it is. I shut the door behind me and went to a chair away from Zayn. I started to cry to myself quietly. All I wanted to do was leave. Shit. I have no ride back to Liam’s anyways… And I felt a hand on my shoulder.

“Hey, what’s wrong?” Zayn asked.

“Ohh, uh… Nothing. At least it’s nothing now.” I sobbed.

“Shh, it’s gonna be okay.” He hugged me.

“Look Harry and Louis are back with lots of food!” He cheered.

Just the way he said it made me giggle.

“There’s that smile. Now tell me what’s going on.”

“What happened? Why are you crying?” Harry asked puzzled.

“Harry, that’s what Zayn is trying to figure out.” Louis said.

“Guys, I’ll be okay. Thank you for your concern but I just don’t feel like talking about it right now. Whatcha get for food?” I smiled trying to change the subject.

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