Thoughts

Have you?

‪Have you ever been in the middle of a busy city‬
With all the crowds and noises, but you're a standing solitary human?

You're deaf and blind to other human being
Standing near crosswalk and everything passed by
And the light change from red to green and to red again
‪The same song play repeatedly through your headphone‬
Then you started to count the stripe of the zebra line
Predicting how many steps will you take to cross them

Blinking road light matters more than the kid with ice-cream that eyeing you
‪You just don't care what other living things think or talk about you anymore‬
Because you're exhausted
Tired from trying to please everyone
Of all the things and you just want attention

But now you just don't need it anymore
‪Because you don't feel like you're living among people anymore‬
You're living on your own
You feel so empty and alone
Everything that you used to thirst of being useless now
They mean nothing.