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If I Love Myself[On Hold]

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His eyebrows begin to furrow as he reaches out to me. "I'm sorry that you went through that, that you thought abuse was love." "I'm sorry that I still confuse the two." - In which a young woman who has only ever known a life of abuse navig...

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Prologue

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by kalonanomalous

by kalonanomalous

Jar of Hearts, Christina Perri

Quote;

Funny how the people that love you
Can cause you the most pain.

Prologue. (Trigger Warning: Abuse)

I'm used to it. The metallic taste of blood that pours past my lips and the bitter aroma of beer and vodka. I deserve this.

Curling up in the fetal position as he continues to pummel me with his fists. My lips tremble but I will myself to remain silent. Soon it'll all be over. Soon he will love me again.

Silent tears stream down my cheeks and he yanks me up by the back of my hair. Forcing me to look in his eyes, I silently plea with him, my eyes wide and bloodshot. For a brief moment his expression softens, Julian gazes upon my frail frame with pity and remorse.

Just as quickly as his expression came, it faded away. Instead replaced by a snarl and cold, dark eyes. His fist hits against my jaw repeatedly, and as usual I bite my tongue, knowing very well no one will hear me scream.

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Thank you so much for reading the prologue for If I Love Myself, it really means a lot to me!

This story deals with touchy subjects and I want as much support and help as possible
to make this story come to
life and resonate with
people! ಥ⌣ಥ

This book in no way shape or form intends to romanticize abuse!