8:57am Me
I have so much love for you. You're so strong. I feel you forget how strong you really are and how far things have come for you. I know things get really hard and feel like you've just come to a stop in your life, but things are always bound to get and be better. You're living proof of that, I'm living proof of that. Life can get so hard i know how easy it seems to let it just be hard. But you gotta fight. Fight for the life you want. Keep the good around you. Theres so much good around. I see it. You can do anything and overcome anything. I love you, I hope everyday is a good day and if a day isnt, find something in that day that was good and hold onto it.
11:05am Him
I love you too
I have no fight left in me
11:24am Me
You have so much left in you. You have to dig deep, only you can dig that deep in yourself. I know its in you. Dark days are always waiting for days like these so they can grab a hold of you. But the light, theres so much light around you. Their your friends, me, your son, your mom. We all love you and I know sometimes thats not enough. But when its consistent it builds you up so much you that darkness leaves. It goes under. It will always be around. Its whether you let it get to you or you let it know 'not today' You've done so much. I can see your exhausted, you need to replenish yourself. Ground yourself. See your son more often, the light in his eyes. Surround yourself with love.
11:26am Me
If sometimes all you can do is maybe shower and eat that day, thats great, thats a start. Small victories babe.
12:46pm Him
I love you
We'll talk more later, okay?
12:52pm Me
❤Okay. I just wanted you to know Im here
12:54pm Him
I know, I love that❤️..
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5:00pm Him
It's just.. idk. I love you so much, I can't stress that enough.. But I know I can't love you right till I find myself again. I don't want to stop seeing you but I think we need to take a break in our relationship. You don't deserve a one sided relationship, you're too good for that. You're so great, a lot greater at this than I am. You deserve to be loved right and I haven't been able to give that to you
5:02pm Him
I need to find myself on my own. I haven't been able to do that since I got lost before I even knew you. I'm smarter than I was back than and I see a lot more. I've just been relying on everyone to hold me up, but I can't burden anyone anymore.
5:42pm Me
I hope you find yourself. I hope you become everything you want and should be. I love you, i always will.
5:43pm Me
Thank you for everything. Really, you say im greater at this than you. But what youve given me, will always stay with me and im so grateful for you.
5:50pm Me
I know its for the best, but this is hard, i wish it could be simple for us.
5:56pm Me
You were never a burden to me, just so you know.
6:06pm Him
I love you too you know, and I think a part of me will always love you too as well. And it's because I love you I have to let you go. It's a decision I'm not making lightly.
6:09pm Him
I'm just all fucked up and I don't want that for you. I care for you too much..
6:30pm Me
You dont get to decide that for me though. Thats one thing that will always be my choice, who i let into my life. I just wanted that out there. That you may think and believe that youre all fuck up and may corrupt me or something. But choices like that are up to me. I agree though, thats this should end. I hate that i agree. I wanted it to be simple, like i love you, you love me, it works. But i know life isnt like that.
6:39pm Him
I know exactly what you mean😪
7:00pm Me
😪😥this is horrible
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Melancholy (Poetry)
PoetryPoetry I wrote during the length of a 5 year on and off relationship
