Fall ❤️

Chapt1-Gossips

I asked my classmate Ange, "Anong gagawin mo sa taong pa-fall?"

"Simple lang, gagawa din ako ng paraan para ma-fall siya. If he made me fall... Then I will make him fall." she answered.

I am thinking... Is it that easy? Is it that easy to get revenge? For now, the answer is NO! It is not that easy. And i wish that it will be easy soon.

I'm here at our school's cafeteria... Trying to eat something soft just to keep my splint safe. 😁 and as I eat. My best friend Irish sat with me.

While eating, Rick and his friends came. As usual, he walks like he's so handsome. Well, actually, he is really handsome. Those sweet smile 👄, sparkling eyes 👀 and his perfect face... He is so perfect. I don't know what to do... Do i have to smile? Do i have to look at him? Do i have to say 'Hi'? What will I do? Gosh. I hate this feeling.

"Rose, He is looking at you." And because I am in shock... And my mind is still focusing on what to do when he's in front of me. I am looking at him, and he smiled at me. Those smile... WOW! 😮 As a return, i smiled back.

Wew. 😒

After we had our recess, they are still eating near us. But, when we got out of our school's cafeteria. I saw his friends talking. As I draw their lips in my mind, I think they are talking about me. There is a very big possibility that they are talking about me, like 80%.

When we passed by their room, everyone is looking at me, especially his group. And still, they are still looking at me while talking. My gosh! When will they stop about it? I hate things like this. I hate people talking about me while walking, i hate people talking about me negatively especially when it is just a gossip or it is just something made by someone who hates me.

I don't know why, but it is the reason why I still like him. It is like, someone's saying that he likes you too. He likes you more than you like him.

Hayst 😒

Still wondering why am I this weird when it comes to Rick. Every time he smile, look, and say Hi. It is like our feelings are mutual. It is like he also likes me. Well, I don't know. Just my instinct. And now, I am in their room... It is because our class and their class will merge, because the student council will use our room for their video making for the said activity/contest. And because I am not that close to their class, here I am, feeling alone, feeling lonely, just reading a comic book (Queen Bee) and just plainly quiet. Well, I am not in the mood to talk to them. I am not in the mood to talk to the people who kept on talking about me. I am not an attention seeker. I am not the type of person who is "papansin" and I don't know why they are making my daily routine, walking at their corridor, a negative one. I hate it!

I am not looking at him nor looking to his friends. I am just busy reading my book and remain quiet. I just don't want to hear other students talking about how i like him. I may be obsess, but I am not that "papansin" to chat him or text him something that they can call me "papansin", i am not that type of person.

Time passed by so fast. How great to feel that no one's talking 'bout me. It feels great!