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Chapt4- Operation:Make Rick fall in love

I am here at our school... Waiting for my Besties to come. While waiting, I saw Rick running. And I think he's crying, or maybe not.

"Bestie! Did you saw Rick? Well, I guess yes, you have your eyes to see. Well, he's crying. Because...."

Before Irish finished her sentence... I ran as fast as I can to find Rick. Well, it is my first time to see him cry, and maybe this is my chance to make him fall in love. OPERATION: Make Him Fall In Love.

Well, it hurts that he played my feelings before. It hurts that he didn't mind to tell me that he doesn't like me. It hurts so much.

As i walk in our school's garden... I saw Rick at the garden table. I saw him crying and looking at a picture. And now, I am curious about that picture.

"Rick? Are you okay?" I asked. Well, as I can see, he is not okay. The heck Rose... Can't you see him? He's crying. Do you think he's okay?

"Hi. Yeah. Yeah. I'm alright. I'm okay. Thanks for asking." Well, I'm not blind.

"I know you're not okay. You can tell me what's the problem. I can help you." He just smiled. "I don't take smile as an answer."

After he smiled, he went back to a crying face. I know that there's something wrong.

"My grandmother died because of lung cancer."

"When did this happen?"

"A while ago... And that's also the reason why Eva and I fought. She wanted to go shopping with me later, she don't understand my place. She also wants to get my time. She's so selfish. She's mad at me because I won't come with her this whole week. She even let me choose who I wanted, if it's my grandmother or her."

"I think the both of you need to talk or the both of you need to understand each other. You know, it is just a little misunderstanding." I said.

"You know... I don't understand why are you always here at my side whenever I am down. Remember when we're in Grade 3, you're at my side when my grandfather died. I am so lucky to have a friend like you. I also don't understand because i hurt you... I made you fall, i didn't tell you the truth, and I made your heart broken. But you are still here at my side, you still treat me as a friend. I don't understand."

"You know... Past is past. Though it still hurts... I still move on. That's the only way to survive and to finish this heart ache. And like what they said, if you love him... Set him free. If you want him to be happy... Set him free. So i did what they said." There! I said it already. Woo.

"I'm really sorry for playing you. You know... Boys will be boys." Yeah yeah. Boys will be boys.

"I wish that I could wake up with amnesia, and forget about the stupid little things." I sang.

"Amnesia by 5 Seconds of Summer." He said with a fake smile.

"Yeah. So, you and John?" I asked. "We're brothers. Sorry to keep it to you. Actually, you and your friends are the last ones to know that. Sorry to keep it." I'm surprised. They planned to keep it. Wow! It's amazing to be the last one to know about it. "Wha-. How?"

"I requested all our batch mates to keep it. So that you can see my brother as him, not me. You know, my brother likes you, ever since you were a nerd. Ever since we saw your picture in our father's mail. That's also the reason why i dumped you. And it is also the reason why they tease you because they saw my brother stalking at you. And lastly, twat du rishon huway i kept man feelingsh for yuh. (that's the reason why i kept my feelings for you.)"

"What's the last phrase you said? Nah. Never mind, But your brother hates me so so much" i said. Well, it is really impossible. For real!

"Yeah. That's his way to see you everyday." Well, yeah maybe that is also my way when i was still a kiddo with Nathan. Yeah my very first love.

"Okay, that's enough. I said too much. Thanks for being here." He said while getting his bag. "No problem. I'm just here always. Condolence by the way."

"Thanks." He said with a sweet smile. I know that's not a fake one. As a reply, i smiled back. .......

Well, what happened to the OPERATION: Make Him Fall In Love? Maybe he is really not the right guy for me.