Chapter 7

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The fun in the pool lasted for a few hours before we headed back inside and got changed, we are now chilling in the living room trying to decide what take out to get when the doorbell rings

Logan jumps up and heads to the door, while we continue arguing about which food we wanted

"ASHLEY" Logan calls from the door so i get up and head out

"Whats up loga........ WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU DOING HERE"

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I'm currently sitting on my bathroom floor trying to stop the panic attack i'm having, i try calming myself but then a loud banging on the door ruins any chance of that bringing back memories from my past and making the panic attack come on worse than before.

How did i end up here you may ask

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Half an hour earlier

"ASHLEY" Logan calls from the door so i get up and head out

"Whats up loga........ WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU DOING HERE"

"That's no way to welcome family" he says with a sick grin

"You are not my family your a sick bastard" i spit back at him

"Now now dear take a breath you don't know what your saying" he says still smiling at me making me want to throw up, then he turns to Logan

"Now son are you gonna let me in or make me stand out here all night" i looked at logan to see his eyes darting between us

"Yeah sure come sit down" logan says still not looking so sure about the situation

We move into the dining room sitting at the table and my Uncle if i could even call him that introduced himself to Logan and they talked for a bit until

"Mate could you give me and my neice here a second i need to talk to her" his tone of voice made me sick

"Uhh sure i'll give you a second" logan says while cautiously walking out of the room

Once he was gone my uncle moved closer to me and placed his hand on my upper thigh i instantly stood up and backed away but it didn't take long for me to be trapped between him and the wall

"Your dad wanted me to remind you that your not wanted, no one could ever love something like you somrthing so fat and gross he also wanted me to tell you that you're brother hates you" he whispers into my ear before slapping me causing the cut on my forehead to reopen

At this point i wasn't taking it anymore i stood up for myself throwing a punch straight back

"DON'T YOU EVER COME AROUND HERE AGAIN YOU SICK WASTE OF SPACE'" i scream at him before punching him again and bolting in the opposite direction i can hear shouting down stairs but the only thing i can think about is the panic attack coming on.

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Present time

Eventually the banging stops and then the door opens i can see a faint figure standing in front of me as my vision blurs

But then all of a sudden i feel myself focusing in again i feel my body calming

"Hey ash your gonna be okay just focus on my voice focus on what i'm saying" he keeps saying soothing things as i eventually managed to calm myself and sort myself out

Once the world had stopped spinning i pulled myself onto my feet using the sink to help i take a few deep breaths to steady myself and make sure i'm not gonna faint before walking out into my bedroom

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