Chapter 6

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i sit cross legged on the floor in front of them waiting for the questions to come i knew they would i mean you don't get away with running out of a room without questions to follow

"The hell was that" colton asks

"Why is it any of your business" i counter

"Dude you were laughing after waking up in a hospital bed and then after one beer you throw up i don't believe it for a second" he says angrily i just glare at him

"Look we don't wanna pressure you ok but mum and dad are barely around so you can open up to us and we can help or you can stay quiet and well we guess" Logan finally says i take a deep breath holding back anything that was threatening to spill out and only let show what i want to

"Ok i'm gonna tell you this so you don't keep questioning me" i say with a calm composure "You don't tell anyone about anything i tell you NOT EVEN YOUR BROTHERS" i calm myself before telling them a story which was half true half not true i tell them about some of the abuse and i give them a excuse as to why i'm here, surprisingly by the time i had finished i was still pretty calm but then again i had left out quite a few details.

i look up to see them both quite shocked at everything i had just explained to them. both boys start rambling to apologise to me but i put my hands up in front of their faces to stop them from talking i give them a smile and tell them i'm fine eventually convincing them to leave me to get some rest. Once there gone i change into a black tank and a pair of booty shorts before climbing into bed and drifting off to what i pray is a dreamless sleep.

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THIS NIGHTMARE MAY BE TRIGGERING

"Dad you can't do this i'm your daughter" i cry as he pulls down my pants slowly with a sick sadistic smile on his face once he's got my pants off he drags the blade down my thigh causing me to squirm under it and try to pull away put he has to much pressure on me for me to get away, he then moves to my shirt removing it slowly his sick eyes roaming my body before dragging the blade across the base of my stomach "Please stop" i whimper but this only causes him to get worse, he climbs on top of me and pushes himself inside of me causing me to feel a slight rip making me to whimper again. he moves faster and faster causing my body to ache until i'm screaming at him to stop but that seems to fule him, theres tears streaming down my face faster and faster

DREAM OVER

I jolt awake covered in a cold sweat i pull my brain together repeating the words 'it's just a dream' as i walk over to my bathroom stripping out of my disgusting clothes and letting the heat of the water wash over my body, a slight sting coming from my burns. once i felt more human again i climb out and slide my underwear on before turning to look at myself in the floor length mirror placed in my closet. i start with my recent injures then move to my scars then i move to my scar on my thigh that is covered by one of my tattoos,

i then move to look at the base of my stomach seeing the tattoo of a skull across it these tattoos covering the scars my father had given me that dreadful night. i move to look at my last tattoo placed on my shoulder of flowers and butterflies it's the worst tattoo i had to get but it's the one i love the most

Once dressed in my normal hoodie, black ripped jeans and my contacts in i head down stairs checking the time it was only five but i was wide awake after that dream, i headed for the kitchen and decided to cook some breakfast

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Once dressed in my normal hoodie, black ripped jeans and my contacts in i head down stairs checking the time it was only five but i was wide awake after that dream, i headed for the kitchen and decided to cook some breakfast. I start by taking a look around the kitchen and figuring out what they have and where everything is. i end up making pancakes, bacon, eggs and freshly squeezed orange juice. I place all the food on the table with the jugs of orange juice before looking at the time to see it's 6.30 and after yesterday i figure there all up or don't mind being up early so i send a group text around telling them breakfast is ready but one of them needs to bring jayce down.

Next thing i know there's a stamped coming down the stairs, i laugh as they all stuff their faces with the food. I am so happy i kept myself a plate to the side or i wouldn't have had anything i eat my plate before washing down the dishes and loading them into the dishwasher and starting it before heading outside and lying on one of the sun chairs.

I was just starting to relax when i hear a loud splash and then i get showered with the water. I quickly jump up and turn to the pool to see the boys all laughing at me

"Come on go get changed and join us" Logan calls "Yeah swim wif us" Jayce says cutely from the steps

I walk over and sit beside him with my feet in the pool "Sorry buddy i can't" i say giving him a smile

"What you can't swim" mason asks smirking

"Actually dipshit i can swim i just can't be fucked" i say while covering jayces ears so he can't hear me

"Woah calm down" Colton says i just whisper a bye in jayces ear and head back upstairs

I think for awhile before heading into my wardrobe and etting changed into the full body togs mum had bought me a few years back i should go shopping and get some new ones 

I think for awhile before heading into my wardrobe and etting changed into the full body togs mum had bought me a few years back i should go shopping and get some new ones 

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just as i walk out Logan walks in, "Dam thats.....alot of scars" he says nervously 

i give him a sad smile before heading into the bathroom and grabbing my foundation and yes it's water proof, i cover up the scars leaving my tattoos on my thigh and shoulder fully exposed, when i walk back into the room logans jaw drops 

"How did you manage to go from before to this" he says still trying to compose himself

I just laugh as we carry on out to the pool and surprisingly all the boys are still out there, i turn to Logan giving him a smirk and he nods knowing what i mean. At the same time both of us run towards the pool and cannon ball in causing a major splash we both come up laughing our asses off all the boys glaring until they break out laughing with us. They mess around splashing each other while i head over to jayce

"Hey buddy you want some help" he nodded his head so i got him to climb on my back with his hands tight around my neck

I glide across the top of the water with him giggling, once they heard the giggling all the boys turned to look at me and jayce they all smiled at me before teaming up to splash us.

The fun in the pool lasted for a few hours before we headed back inside and got changed, we are now chilling in the living room trying to decide what take out to get when the doorbell rings

Logan jumps up and heads to the door, while we continue arguing about which food we wanted

"ASHLEY" Logan calls from the door so i get up and head out

"Whats up loga........ WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU DOING HERE"  

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