I'm Not As Good As You Think

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I decided to try to look nice for my study date with Aaron after school. I wore a black skirt, white knee high socks, and a white lace crop top. I was in Chemistry when a got a text from Aaron.

'Do you want to do lunch?' I smiled to myself and texted back a yes. Class was painfully slow after he asked me. When the bell rang, I got up and walked to my locker.

"Wow you look really good baby." I heard from behind me while his hands gripped my hips. I turned around and smiled seeing Aaron. Why does he have more bruises?

"Thank you. Are you ready for lunch?" I asked awkwardly. He looked me up and down making me feel a little self conscious.

"Yeah." He said sweetly and bit his lip before grabbing my hand. We walked to his bike and I held onto him once we got on. We drove to a small take out restaurant and I ordered a Greek salad. Aaron paid even though I told him not to, given he didn't get anything.

We got back on his bike and drove to the park. He grabbed his blanket and weed bag before we made our way to the field.

"So who's house are we going to tonight?" He asked once we got everything set up.

"It's up to you, my dad went to a hospital in Kansas this morning." I said and he smirked.

"Well, I'd love to see your house." He said while loading a bowl. I smiled and ate my salad while he smoked. He's so hot. I always thought I was a 'good girl', but Aaron brings out a side of me I've never even thought of.

We talked while he smoked and I just can't help but fall for him. He acts like he's such a bad guy, but he's really just a softy. He told me how his dad always taught him to stick up for the people that can't defend themselves. I think it's sweet.

We packed up all our stuff and he put them in the trunk of his bike. We got on the bike and I heard him inhale sharply when I wrapped my arms around him. I didn't have time to ask if he was okay before he started his loud bike. We drove back to the school and walked hand in hand to our seats in Psychology.

"Today, we will be talking about the different kinds of households to help with your projects." The teacher said. I tried to take notes, but it was hard feeling Aaron's hand running up and down my leg. He has no idea how crazy I am about him.

We got out of class when the bell rang and I went to my other classes. As soon as the last bell went off, I walked to my locker. I felt a hand on my lower back and looked back to see Aaron. He kissed me softly and smiled to himself.

"So, should I just follow you to your house?" He asked and I nodded. He grabbed my hand and we walked out to the parking lot. He kissed me at my car and I got in while watching Aaron get on his bike.

I drove to my house and parked in the driveway and Aaron did as well. Once I got out of my car, I met up with him.

"Holy shit! You live here?" He asked and I nodded. "What does your dad do to afford this place?" He asked looking up a the large modern house.

"He's a surgeon." I laughed and pulled him into the house. "So do you want to work outside or in my room?" I asked.

"Well, I would love to see your room." He said with a smirk. I grabbed his hand and led him to my room. He looked around and smiled. "It's cute, very you." He said with a small laugh. He walked over to me and softly pushed me back on the bed. He's so hot.

He kissed me roughly and I put my hands on his shoulders and pulled him in closer. His hand slowly traveled up my shirt and I gasped feeling his hand on my bra. He smirked against my lips and kissed down my jaw. Fuck. I wrapped my legs around his waist trying to pull him in closer.

He pulled his hand out of my shirt and I felt him lay it on my knee. He slowly ran his hand up my thigh and I lost control. He started rubbing my inner thigh only centimeters from my panties. Are we actually doing this?

"I don't have a condom, so I should probably stop." Aaron chuckled deeply. I didn't want him to stop though, he's just so intoxicating. "Maybe tomorrow night when you come to my house." He said and I couldn't help but get excited.

"Okay, I look forward to that." I said still a little turned on and he laughed. He kissed me softly before getting off of me.

"If we studied outside, would I be able to smoke?" He asked sitting down next to me.

"Yeah, my dad won't be here for a few days so the smell isn't an issue." I said and sat up.

"Okay, thank you. It's just been a long day." He laughed. When he stood up, I noticed that he had a bit of a problem and I couldn't help but blush. "Sorry you're just so damn hot." He laughed. We went downstairs and Aaron grabbed his bag from his bike before joining me out back.

We studied for a while and Aaron smoked. I'm kind of tempted to try it. I was watching him put the pipe to his lips and exhale the smoke. We finished our homework and just talked for awhile.

"Can I try that?" I asked awkwardly and I saw Aaron raise his eyebrow.

"Are you sure? It hits kind of hard." He laughed. I just nodded and watched him take a hit before handing it to me. "Just know I'm not pressuring you." He laughed. I grabbed the pipe and put it up to my lips. "Do you want me to light it for you?" He asked and I nodded.

He came up close and lit his lighter before lighting the bowl. I felt the smoke enter my body and then exhaled. I coughed a lot and Aaron smirked at me.

"Didn't your dad, as a doctor, tell you not to do that?" He laughed and I shrugged while still coughing. I felt my mind get a little weird, but didn't really know if it was affecting me.

"I don't think it worked." I mumbled and he laughed at me.

"I think it did. A lot of people think it's like a big change in your mental state, but it really just makes you a little lighter." He said with a small chuckle. We talked for a while and I started to notice the affects.

"I think I'm high." I said and he laughed at me.

"Yeah, I think you are too." He said sweetly. We both laughed for a minute before we just looked at each other.

"Do you want me to make some food?" I asked and played with the hem of my skirt. He checked the time on his phone and sighed.

"It's already midnight, I should probably go home." He said. I got a little sad. I just want him to stay here.

"Okay, well I'll see you tomorrow." I said standing up to walk him out. He grabbed my waist and pulled me in close.

"I look forward to that." He said with a chuckle and kissed me softly. I hugged him before he got on his bike and I watched him drive away. I went into the house and made myself a microwave dinner before going to my room.

I could still feel the affects of the pot and smiled thinking of Aaron while I ate. He's just so sweet, I don't understand his bad boy reputation. I cleaned up my food and went back to my room.

I laid there for a while just wishing that I could kiss Aaron again. I can't wait to sleep in his arms tomorrow night. With that thought, I fell asleep.