I'm Not As Good As You Think

(H)

I woke up in Aaron's room and turned towards him bothered by the light coming through the small window. I looked at Aaron and he had gashes on his back. Oh god, what happened to him?

I laid there for a while not wanting to get up. His bed isn't very comfortable, but he's here and I wouldn't wish for anything else. I want to ask him about his back, but I know he'll just give me another half ass excuse.

I heard him start to wake up and closed my eyes acting like I was still asleep. I felt him turn and his arms wrapped around me and pulled me in close. I stayed there for a while and his hand lightly moved up and down my side. I opened my eyes and he was smiling at me.

"Good morning beautiful." He said and softly kissed me. I love his morning voice. I didn't think he could get any more attractive.

"Good morning." I said with a blush. We laid there for a little while and talked. He's so sweet.

"I'm gonna go shower really quick, I'll be back." Aaron said. He got off the bed and tried not to let me see his body. He quickly put on a shirt and kissed me before going down the stairs.

How do I already miss him? Lucky, Bella, and Oli jumped up on the bed and cuddled with me. Should I ask him about the marks? Or will he push me away. I grabbed my phone and opened my messages.

Hey, can I come to your house when I leave Aaron's? I texted Izzy. She answered with an 'of course' I sat up and put my clothes back on. I smiled thinking about last night. Bella walked over to me and put her head on my thigh.

"Do you want to go outside?" I asked her and she perked up. I got up and walked down the stairs with all the dogs following me. I let them outside and Aaron came out of the bathroom. "I let your dogs out." I said and he smiled at me.

"Thanks." He said coming up to me. He wrapped his arms around my waist and kissed me. "I have work in an hour." He said sweetly. "I know I'm gonna smoke, but what do you want to do?" He asked.

"I don't care, I just want to be with you." I said and he smirked. This boy makes me crazy.

"Do you want to just cuddle?" He asked. He's so cute, I don't get why he has such a bad reputation. I nodded and he led me back to his room. I laid down and he grabbed his bag before joining me. I laid my head on his chest and he loaded a bowl.

I watched him smoke for a while and he looked so cute. He put his pipe down and scooted down so we were eye level.

"I can't believe I haven't asked yet, but will you be my girlfriend?" He asked awkwardly. I smiled at him and nodded.

"I would love too." I said and kissed him softly. His hands grabbed my waist and pulled me in closer. He softly kissed down my jaw and neck. I felt him bite and suck on my skin. I couldn't help but moan quietly making him chuckle.

"I'm gonna have to leave soon, but I'll see you on Monday." He said and kissed my lips again. He got up and put on his shoes. I watched him for a second as he put on his scrubs and leather jacket. He walked over to me and grabbed my hands pulling me up.

"I wish we could just lay here together all day." I mumbled and he chuckled pulling me into his arms.

"Me too." He mumbled and kissed me softly. I slipped on my shoes and we walked downstairs. He walked me out to my car and kissed me one last time. "See you Monday." He said and walked to his bike. I turned on my car and drove to Izzy's.

"Hey babe. How was you're night with Aaron?" She asked with a wink. I felt my cheeks heat up and she looked shocked. "Did you guys fuck?" She asked.

"Maybe." I mumbled and she kind of laughed at me.

"So tell me all about it, don't spare any details." She said and pulled me to her room.

"Well, it was amazing. He's so genuinely nice too." I said with a smile thinking about him. Shit. I forgot the whole reason I came here. "But when we woke up this morning, I saw these marks on his back." I said awkwardly.

"Wow, I always knew you'd be crazy in bed." She laughed, but I just looked at her and she stopped.

"They weren't from me." I mumbled and she looked confused.

"Is he cheating?" She asked putting her arm over my shoulders.

"No, I mean they weren't from anything like that. They were like gashes." I said sadly. "I didn't want to ask about them, cause I didn't want him to push me away." I mumbled.

"What do you think they're from?" She asked

"I don't know, but they were fresh. I just really hope he's not being hurt at home. I mean I know his reputation with fighting and all, but what if the bruises that cover him aren't from those fights?" I mumbled.

"I don't know babe, just ask him about them next time you guys are alone together. I hope it's nothing bad though." She said and kind of pulled me towards her.

"Yeah, I think I will." I said softly and moved my hair from my face.

"Ooh don't let your dad see that." She giggled and I looked at her with confusion. "You have hickeys on your neck." I kind of gasped and stood up looking in her mirror.

"Shit, I kind of like them." I mumbled with a small giggle.

"I can't believe how much you've changed since you met him, I mean not in a bad way, you just seem more open." She said from her bed.

"He's just opened my eyes to the things he does and why he does them." I mumbled.

"And your thighs." She laughed.

"Izzy!" I said in high pitched voice and threw a pillow at her.

"I mean am I wrong?" She laughed and I just blushed in response.

"Not really." I mumbled making her laugh. We hung out for a few hours and she covered my hickeys before I had to go home to see my dad. I hugged her goodbye and went out to my car.

Once I got home, I went to my room and laid down. How do I miss Aaron so much when I was able to spend the night with him last night.