Warped Love

Chapter 11: Last Week Of Warped

Anna's POV:

I was in my bunk by myself crying. It was dark with very little light but I was writing. I was writing a note to the certain one that makes me feel all warm and happy inside. The one I love. Cyr. The note simply said

"To the one that I love more than anyone on this earth, I have realized that warped is ending soon. Then I went into even deeper thought and realized warped ending isn't as simple as it seems. That means separation.

What will happen between you and me. I don't want our relation to fade away. It's killing me not knowing me what will happen or what to do. I love you to much. These past weeks you've shown me how To smile. And now it's my turn to show you something. I'm showing you that sometimes you have to let the thing you love the most go. What I'm trying to say is, that I love you and I can't let my future get in our way, but I need a future, and right now I don't know what my future is. Cyr I don't know what to do. Cyr I'm hurting and the pain won't stop I need you but life is making it so hard to the point where I can't have you. This seems so unreal. How could a great guy like you love a simple girl like me. I don't understand. This love feels real but not enough. Cyr I just want you to know that what we have is important and I don't want it to end. Can't we stay together. Please help me I'm hurting and the pain I'm feeling right now is unbearable..." Then I can't write anymore. I rip up the page and throw it. I shove my face in my pillow and cry my self to sleep trying to alleviate my pain.

Rylee's POV:

What have I gotten myself into...

How could I think I could maintain a relationship plus my education plus my career on YouTube.

My heart shattered when I realized one thing.

And that thing was that it was the last week of warped tour and summer was ending then I have to go back to college. Without Damon. Without my two best friends Anna and Laura. Without the people the make me happy. How am I going to live. I explained this all to Damon and he was speechless. Just standing there expressionless. I hate seeing him this way but reality just being a bitch. All I want to feel is Damon's embrace not all this pain. I forcefully hug Damon and wrap his arms around me. He burys his face in my hair and I begin to sob not wanting this to end. I heart felt like hell right now know this is was true heart break feels like and the feeling of when you can just feel that you're going to lose someone you love. But I don't want to lose anyone I love. Especially him. I need to clear my mind. I let go of him, grap my hoodie. I leave the bus and go for a walk in the forest beside the bus. It began to rain and I was still sobbing. Why is everything falling apart. Why is everyone I love and cherish leaving me alone. Or is it me who is really the one who is leaving. I turn around to see Damon. He had followed me. I quickly run and jump while he holds me and we kiss. I suddenly feel the rain on my face. I was still sobbing. He sat me down. "Please don't leave" he whispers looking down at me. And with those three words I lose it and fall on the ground and sob. Why is love so difficult.

Johnnie's POV:

It was night time and we were waiting for everyone to board the tour bus so we could leave. We had just gotten the tour bus washed and I had the perfect idea. I went to my bunk and grabbed a blanket. Then I went to the mini fridge and grabbed 2 cans of peace tea.

Laura's POV:

I was sitting on the couch in the front lounge when Johnnie came in and went to the fridge. I saw that he grabbed to cans of peace tea. Then he came over pulled me up, grabbed my hand and said "come on" as he was pulling me towards the door at the front of the bus. "Where are we going" I asked. "You'll see" he says. Johnnie pulls me to the front if the bus and kisses me once then he tells me to get on top of the bus. "Uhm ok but how?" I ask. He lifts me a little and I climb onto the hood then onto the top of the bus. He hands me the peace tea and a blanket then climbs up to the top with me. He then stands up and motions me to hand him the blanket. "Be careful" I say. He grabs the blanket and lies it down then he gets down on the blanket and pats the space next to him. I smile and crawl over and hand him a peace tea. We both open ours and take a sip. Then he wraps his arm around me.we lie down with me resting my head on his arm. Then for a while we were just silent looking at the stars. I looked up at him because I noticed he was looking at me. I looked into his eyes and notice they were tearing up. "What's wrong" I asked. He just closed and quintet his eyes making him shed a tear. I sat up. "Johnnie please answer I don't want you to be sad it breaks my heart please tell me" I said trying to comfort him. He wiped his eyes and sat up and just stared at me. He was focused on my face I could tell his eyes were studying my eyes to my mouth then back again. "Johnnie?" I said confused. Then he smashed his lips into mine. But unfortunately the kiss only lasted for a couple seconds and he released me, only to see his eyes to water again and he looked down. I laid my hand on his cheek causing him to look up. I got closer and said "Johnnie tell me now" as soothingly as possible. Am I doing something wrong. "I thought that would make me feel better but it didn't" Johnnie said. "Johnnie what the hell are you talking about" I said confused starting to become worried and frightened. "That kiss... It didn't help" he said. "What?" I say. Then Johnnie started to explain something to me. He explained that what would happen when warped tour ends. Would we just go back to where we were before this and try to maintain our relationship. Or would we just end what we have right now. Would we just go our separate ways or continue our lives together. And if we did stay together how could we handle it, what would happen to us. He explained it so perfectly that it hurt. It was breaking my hope and giving me false hope for us. Then it all just hit me at once to where I became overwhelmed and started crying. I don't want this to end. I don't want us to end. These two perfect months have been amazing. They brought so much joy I thought it was impossible to be this happy. Then I was slapped in the face by reality. Suddenly I hate everything. I blamed the world for putting me in this situation. I was given false hope. The pain was flooding in when Johnnie got closer kissing my cheek over and over trying to get me to stop crying. He wrapped the rest of the blanket around us. "Johnnie what do we do?"I asked with short breaths in between the words from my gentle crys. I just want to be with Johnnie for the rest of my life. Why does that have to be so difficult. "I don't know..." He said "I don't know"