⛤𝙞 𝙙𝙤𝙣'𝙩 𝙘𝙖𝙧𝙚 𝙙𝙖𝙬𝙜⛤[ j.o & s.g ] ©

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-symere & jahseh's cell-

Jahseh's POV

i felt really bad for everything that happened between me and stokeley. i thought he was the one who couldn't be trusted, turns out it was me. although symere has became one of my closest friends , all i could think about was being with my boyfriend.

after the whole shower incident , me and symere went back to our cell. "wow so someone really got stabbed to death in the showers , if being that close to death doesn't make your dick hard i don't know what will."

i wonder about sy sometimes. "yeah it was  pretty crazy how no one seen anything." he looked at me replied "they prolly did and are just to scared to come forward especially if it's someone already in for life , i'm not sure how but any and everyone who snitches ends up dead , that's prolly why they killed jay." yeah that's why.

i thought about what symere said and he is right. no one is going to say anything, everything is going to work out just fine. "so jahseh , you seem like a really reserved person. sooo, tell me has stokeley busted them cheeks yet ?" wow , if i am so called reserved wouldn't that mean- you know what nevermind. "uh no sy , i think it's best we do that after we have both been released"

"jah why would you- OH MY SATAN , YOU'RE A VIRGIN!! MY LITTLE PURE BABY JAH!" my eyes went wide. "symere keep your fucking voice down , do you want bubba to hear you? he will tear my "virgin" bootyhole up." symere started chuckling making me laugh,  the fact i said those words in such a serious tone. but forreal bubba stay in your cell , i'm not playin'.

me and symere started talking about anything. "okay, okay would you rather have omar top you or top trippie ? symere looked at me with a disgusted look on his face. "i'd rather convert to christianity. but i woulllddddd pickkk omar , i can't be a top i am literally 5'3." i was so surprised by his answer , omar is gross , with his square ass head.

"your turn jahseh , would you rather top gazzy or have jordan top you?" "pssh , is that even a question ? i mean jordan is cute an all buutt , gazzy is adorable and i would rather be a top anyway." he looked confused but didn't push it.

after that , i decided to ask him a kinda serious question. "hey sy , what to plan on after you get out of here?" he looked at me, then his face kind of fell. "i don't really know jah , maybe music but it seems like everyone is gonna do that. i can't help but feel a little discouraged. but nonetheless, i might become an actual artist ya know like art and stuff." he flashes me that award-winning smile , symere is actually really adorable. once you get past all the satanism , he is really one of the sweetest people i know. jordan better know what the fuck he doing. "you're right sy , there is alot of competition but something tells me you're for sure gonna make it , the only ones i'm not so sure about is omar & ki."

he chuckled and asked me a question. " do you ever worry about you and stoke after all of this ? , i mean are you ready to be gay after prison ?  better yet is he ?  huh. i haven't really thought about that. if i do become more famous i will be deemed "gay" no matter how many women i sleep with. i don't know if i want that. i wonder how stoke feels , does he think about these things too? "no i haven't really thought about it, what about you and carti? " he sighs and looks down, everything about his stature becomes sad.

"yeah , we have talked about it. we decided that after prison , we aren't a "thing" anymore to everyone jordan will be straight , & me...well i guess i'll be deemed bi. no one will know , and it would have "never happened"

my heart broke for sy, why would jordan do that ? all for a dumb ass image the worst part is  i'm thinking about doing the same thing. society nowadays is just all around fucked up, but the fact that you can't love who you want without being hated, stratch that. you can't be a man , a black man, and love who you want. symere looked ready to cry, i hate to seeing him this way, but i'm glad i got to , sy is always so sassy and tough seeing him so vulnerable really made me feel closer to him.

" aw sy , come here." he got down from his bed and sat next to me , i pulled him into my chest and ran my fingers through his purple dreads. " you and jordan should really talk about it again , i don't feel it's in your best intrest to carry on with this only to end up brokenhearted. maybe you should end it before any falling in love happens." by now he has steady tears streaming down his face , this may be weird but symere is a really pretty crier , his face is just slightly hurt , but there is no ugly involved. he moves his head onto my shoulder, i rub his back and we just sit in peace. after a few minutes , i hear light snores come from sy. i move from him and lay him down on my bed and climb on his. i feel really tired all of the sudden. maybe things will be different on the morning.

Stokeley's POV

it has really been kinda lonely with out jahseh. he must be sharing a cell with symere beacause that's who he left with after we finished talking. i just don't know how long he will be gone , he needs to come back soon , i really miss my babyboy. the news must have traveled to kentrell that jay died , nigga looks so depressed. so maybe it wasn't the best idea to kill his boyfriend , now i gotta be across from nigga being all depressed 24/7. but he fucked with my babyboy first so what the fuck can you do? i'll do anything for jahseh.
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okay guys thirteenth chapter done, what do you think ?

so i'll admit this was kind of a filler chapter , i kinda ran out of ideas.

don't worry, i have more ideas now.

i really hope you are enjoying the book <3.

qq: what is your favorite anime ?

mine is: one punch man !! i just started it but i love it.

stay beautiful and postive 💙

you're doing great sweetheart , keep going there is light at the tunnel 💛

okay bye now 👋

#LLJ 🌎