Essentially so far, it all started when I fell in love for the first time with a boy at school was never going to happen. So I fell in love almost as much with a different one who I could have so I could have one. And we went out for almost 2 months. Can't really remember why it ended. A month after our break up I met this boy and he's the real deal. Marley. Perfect. I'll marry him. Only issues, he's a bit older (2.5 years) and lives in London. We met on holiday and I didn't get his number but my aunt got it for me. We got in contact and started going out in the summer of 2016. We're still together. When I got back to school a lot happened. The first boy I'd been out with thought he was back with me... that was weird. Ended formally around Christmas of 2016. A then had met another boy at Halloween of 2016. Benjamin. Same age as Marley. I didn't get his number either. But I happened to bump into him when he'd turned 16 in 2017. Eventually we formed a relationship in February 2017. Ended horribly in July 2017 when he found out I had a boyfriend and I found out he was gay. In January of 2017 I kissed a different boy from my school. He now thinks we're in love to this day. Many other smaller things have happened but now I've introduced you to the main idiots of my life. Oh yeah, and then it all went on with fairy irrelevant things until 2018 when me and Benjamin briefly got back together but it broke down. So, it all kicked off in December 2018: basically, a boy that likes me Flirts with me in a particular lesson and wrecks my education, another guy in my year that I had a very brief thing with and it got round the school seems far more important than I thought he should be because that's how I got into writing, I asked what I should do and was inspired by Hamilton and The Reynolds Pamphlet so I wrote it all down. I had a rebound with his friend. Fast forward to 2019, I'm desperate in love with two boys I can't have; one in my year (an intellectual) and one in year 12 (also an intellectual). So yeah. It's all going well.
