Killer at Litchfield

Hatred Chapter Four

The tears began to dry on my face and all I could feel was the heat in my stomach. I'm so angry, I knew I was a rebound, not till the end of course, but I never wanted to know who. Especially if I was planning on sorta befriending them or having them live in my bunk. I was devastated because the part of me that kept Alex on my protection was still madly in love with her. But apart of me knew that because of piper I would never get anywhere with Alex. Wait what am I talking about I don't want to, I'm still mad at her! But then why am I so angry about piper? If I was truly over shouldn't I not care? Im trained to not care? All these thoughts were giving me a headache, so I got up and decided to go for a shower. Heading over to that little shop thing was first though. The line absolutely sucked, it was hot with so many people mushed together, finally it was my turned. "Shampoo, conditioner, body wash, tooth brush, tooth paste, shower shoes size 7, deodorant, and it's for Kalina Botev", I spited out quickly. Chang looked at her list and her eyebrows raised, "I've never seen someone new have money this early and that much", she mumbled. I got all my products and headed for the shower with my towel. There was surprising a short line for that too, I guess everyone was getting all the snacks they could and heading down to some movie. I got into a shower and turned the heat up, it felt wonderful. All of a sudden I heard someone storm in, as I was washing my body purposely over bubbling, then my curtain was pulled over slightly. "Hey Kalina I need to talk to you", a familiar voice whispered. "You know I can hear you through a curtain", I pointed out. "I'm trying to be quiet about it", a barely audible whisper called back. "Then get in here Alex", I challenged. After a few rushing sounds Alex was in my shower and we were both naked. I could tell she couldn't stop staring as I didn't even look and continued rubbing bubbles all over my body as a form of pay back. "What is it", I finally whispered. "I wanted to..apologize. And I wanted to say I don't even want nothing to do..with her", she mumbled. "Might wanna close that jaw might catch some flies", I smirked. "You know what fuck this!", she actually said in a normal volume. Next thing I know she pushed me into the wall quietly and kissed me deeply. Part of me wanted to smack her and murder her and the other half just needed this so bad. I moaned into her kiss quietly so she could only feel it and I felt her grasp tighten. She moved down onto my neck kissing every part of it sensually. "Alex", I gasped. My finger tangled in her hair. I let it go on for a couple more seconds before pushing her onto the other wall grabbing my toiletries and leaving. What a shower. I move towards the sinks brush my teeth, change and leave, while she was still in the shower probably surprised. As I get to my bunk i realized it was empty. Oh the movie. I got on my bunk and decided to get out my frustration before I jump some girl. I lowered my pants and pulled up my blanket. I stuck my hand in and carried out my sinful action.

The next morning I was greeted by Nicki's big mane. "You're getting your job and bunk today, aren't you excited?", she asked all happy. "Ecstatic", I whispered. After a couple hours I realized I was working in laundry, and I was bunked with a chick called big boo. I was being led by some guard down to laundry. "And miss Vause here will show you how it's done since I don't care to.", she said before leaving. I walked towards the laundry table and looked at Alex "oh miss Vause I think you have some things to teach me", I say in a smooth voice with my Bulgarian accent then wink. She just gulps at the sight. "Oh great another lesbo", some crackhead said loudly. I rolled my eyes then blew a kiss at her. She cringed and looked down. " wash dry fold?",Was all I said to her. "yeah pretty much it gets kinda boring after a bit", she groaned like she's been here years doing this over and over. "I hate laundry I always paid someone else to do it. Well actually I didn't do anything but my job and cook", I spoke softly remembering my good life out of here. "Oh so we've got some rich bitch, some of us had to earn our living daddy didn't give it to us", she sneered. I glared and felt myself black out a little next thing I know she's in the air held by her neck in my fist and her little gang going pensatucky oh no. "Don't speak of which you don't know", I snarled in my accent. "Kalina, put the Jesus freak down", Alex voice shakes, scared. I drop her and she falls. "You'll regret that" she spits. "If you try anything I'll kill you next time and Alex won't be here to change my mind. And if you tell anyone what I said your friends here will go missing and I'll make it look like you did it. And trust me girls if you say anything I'll make it hurt worse", I threatened before walking over to Alex and helping her toss laundry in. She wouldn't look at me and I could tell she was scared. She never had a chance to see me like that, and I had a feeling it wouldn't be the last time.