Killer at Litchfield

An old lie chapter five

I got the hell out of their the second my job was finished and almost ran to my bunk, I couldn't believe my emotions got the best of me. As I enter a woman is sitting on the other bunk staring. "Oh an exotic one", she says eying me up and down licking her lips before she gives me a wink. "Unattainable one", I correct. She just smirked, "they all come around eventually sweet heart". I rolled my eyes and laid down. I could tell she was still staring at me or more importantly my body. This was unbearable how much I wasn't liking it. I got up and decided I was gonna explore. "Hey Kalina I need to talk to you", I heard piper call behind me. Smirking with a sinful idea I head into the library where it was vacant and like prey going near a trap door she followed. I reached the dead end of an isle and turned around. I sensually walked towards her eyeing her body. She was speaking nonsense but it slowly trailed off. I reached my finger tips up and grazed the sides of her, and hovered my lips on her but never touched. I wanted her to do it, to be blamed for it. And she did, she slammed me into the shelf kissing frantically. Touching whatever she could, she continued to be rough. I broke it off after a short time, no longer then a minute, then I smiled looking behind her to see a black girl staring with her jaw slack. I said nothing and left.

Eventually I went back to my dorm near lights out. I wasn't sure why I did that with piper but I had to. I had to know why she was better, and I'm not convinced she is. I payed on my cot while the lesbo next to me kept staring. It finally struck a nerve. "Listen you idiot I'm clearly not interested in you. Take a hint and go for somebody else with lower standards", I hissed out as she just looked at me with a frown. "Lower standards? Bitch do you know how many girls I've had in her. I'm a god damn stud", she defended. "Maybe to desperate woman who don't have many choices", I smirked. She shook her head. "It's lights out and I don't feel like looking at you anymore", she spat as she payed down. "Its better when kids stop looking at the candy somebody else has", I whispered in Bulgarian so she couldn't understand a word. I turned my back to her and closed my eyes.
"Inmate wake up. Didn't you hear it's a bunk check. Looking for that screw driver", a younger guard speaks harshly. "Sorry sir, I had a rough night", I said in my cutest version of my accented voice while rubbing my head. "It's okay just please stand outside the bunk", he spoke lowly. I did as he said and glared at big boo. She didn't wake me up on purpose. She smiled. "That's why they don't mess with me bitch", she whispered. A loud eruption of laughter left my lungs. That's supposed to scare me?! "Look bitch I don't think you understand what it means to install fear in a human being. I'll give you a hint. It usually involves my fingers wrapped around their spleens. You wanna play dirty I'll show you what that actually means", I whisper back. "Oh and big boo. You're stuck with me allllll night. I suggest you sleep with your eyes open or you might find my delicate little fingers wrapped around your ugly fat neck", I giggle. She just looked away with furrowed eyebrows. Oh how fun is this gonna be, not only do I have a new victim to play with, but a toy to keep me entertained. Maybe she'll live, maybe I'll send her to psych. As I head to lunch in the caf I see both piper and Alex rush towards me at the same time, I don't want neither before food. "Hey", "Kalina", they spoke at the same time. Then looked at each other. "What're you doing here piper. I don't think Kalina wants to see you right now", Alex says with shame. "Well that is NOT the message I received Alex", she said back almost offended. "Look Pipes just go off and think about your fiancé Larry or something we have something important to discuss", Alex said almost offended. "Well this convo involves that and Kalina Alex it's super important I talk to her first", piper spoke desperately. "Nobody here seems to ask what I'd like", I spoke in Bulgarian. "I probably should've continued learning Bulgarian", Alex whispered. I just smiled. "Look ladies you both are so cute here arguing but I have a sloppy joe with my name on it and honestly hunger makes me frustrated. So how about this. Alex you can have me for lunch", I say then turn to piper, "and you my dear can have me for dinner. Is that fair everybody gets to say what they want with a good amount of time". They both nod. We all get our food quietly. Me and Alex sit down at the end of a table so we're separated from everyone. "So what's with piper?", Alex was probably dying to ask for awhile now. "Well I realized that was so long ago I can't be mad so I decided to...resume our friendship if that's what you'd call it since I yelled at her to stay away before", I responded almost bored. I picked up my sandwich and brought it to my mouth taking a big bite, chewing slowly, and swallowing. "Oh, okay and I have to ask. Did the shower mean anything?", she whispered. "Alex what do you want it to mean?", I ask. "I don't know but I know I want it to mean something". "Alex. It's whatever you want it to mean. That was the point". "Oh, like an invitation?". "Depends on how you took it I guess", I tell her. It seems she's starting to think it over. I start going on to my sandwich. I had a feeling if I didn't finish it now by the time she was done it would be cold. "What if I wanted it to mean something more then you want it to mean. But what if I also don't?" She asked. "I think you should re-ask that", I say with a mouthful of food. "What did it mean to you Kalina?!", she cried out. "I don't know Alex.", I said getting up with my tray. I walked out with eyes on me. I went to the library to browse. Then I saw the same girl as before. "Hey I remember you, you were with blondie yesterday", she pointed out. "You can call me Kalina", I say while running my fingers along the spines of the volumes. "Kalina. What's that from?". "Bulgaria, I'm from there", I say bored. Then I look at her. She's so small, and unnoticeable. And the burning sensation in my pants is starting to get to me. Nobody would even know if I - no Kalina you cannot do that. Fuck it. "I'm almost exotic here, the only one the only one who apparently needs this more then I thought", I finish in Bulgarian. I start sensually walking towards her. "oh", she breathes almost insure. "Aren't you and blondie together?", she trailed on. "Didn't you see she kissed me and slammed me against that shelf. I broke it off, that doesn't exactly seem interested does it my toy", (this font if you haven't noticed is Bulgarian). She shook her head no as I was so close. I could feel her ragged breath. I slowly put my lips on hers, just barely grazing. Fall in to my trap, fall into the game I'm playing with you. And she does, by kissing me so softly then making it tougher as she goes. "I want you my toy" I whisper into her ear then bite on it. Her hand slowly comes towards my waistband.