As the tears built up, and quickly poured down my heated cheeks, a vicious grin grew upon my cheeks as the laughs filled the air, insync with my sobs. The salty liquid poured down the tip of my nose and chin as the numbness slowly consumed me. A frown slowly crept upon my face and the emptiness filled the pit of my stomach as well as the oxygen I breath in. The tears wettend my glasses, leaving giant droplets on the inside as my vision quickly blurred not allowing me to see the bright screen through the darkness of my bedroom. Through the salty liquid, I could still see the the letters on the screen "I never loved you, I simply dated you out of pity. You know that, right?" Look at me with love or lust, hell even disgust, or hate. Just please look at me. Do you even remember what we were? When you kissed me and your hands hugged my hips and pulled me in closer, do you remember? Do you remember when you smiled so big that your cheeks started hurting? Did you forget how it felt to hold my hand as we would run towards the woods to carve into the trees? You hurt me so much to the point it hurts to breath or think, to even continue on, but your sweet brown eyes tell me otherwise. Why do you hate me? Please don't yell at me again.. You were a maze without any escape, and now you don't even think of my name. WHAT DID I DO?!? I know that I can be problematic sometimes but you have to admit that you can't stay away from me; everytime you come running back to me after the others refuse to give up their digits. The tears poured faster down my cheeks as the grin smeared my cheeks as my head spun relentlessly, flinging itself back and forth against the walls of my skull. My laughter quickly filled the room as my dulcet smile quickly turned labyrinthine. It hurts. Why do you keep kissing my neck? Why are you kissing my tears? You miss me? I missed you too, you have no idea.. you want to be a family again? I'd love that..
