A month past quickly. Kellin never brought up how he figured everything out but we slowly started spending more time hooking up. I assumed he figured it by making me think I was the one he wanted but after a week of hooking up I realized I was just helping him have an affair. I know I should’ve felt guilty and I honestly did but my feelings for Kellin blossomed so much since we met that I was desperate for any kind of relationship with him. Jenna kept warning me over and over again.
I walked onto the bus after a long day. I grabbed a water bottle before sitting on the couch relaxing.
Jenna walked in “Hey.”
I smiled “Hey.”
“What’s up?”
“Nothing just super tired.”
“No Kellin tonight?”
I sighed “Not now Jen...”
“Then when, Lace?”
I threw my head back groaning “I don’t need a lecture.”
She sighed “He’s married, has a child with that wife! Don’t you feel guilty at all!”
I shot up “You don’t think I feel guilty? You think I enjoy helping him cheat?! I fucking hate it but you know what, I care too damn much about him that I can’t help it! I literally can’t... I cry myself to sleep late at night knowing what I’m doing is wrong.”
I felt tears rolling down my face but I ignored them as I continued.
“I didn’t want things to turn out like this Jenna... None of this is what I wanted.”
Jenna sighed standing up and pulling me into her arms. I cried against her shoulder as she gently rubbed my back.
She whispered “I know you didn’t want this. You’ll do the right thing in the end. I know you’re a good person.”
I pushed her off slightly as I started to walk back towards my bunk “I’m not so sure about that anymore.”
I instantly went to my bunk and fell asleep.
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Not Part of My Plan
FanfictionLacey was a normal girl until she joined a band. Her band got asked to go on Warped Tour where she met her idols. Kellin Quinn, who is married and recently had a baby with his wife. This is the story how Lacey falls in love with the famous Kellin...
