Royal Love (On Hold)

I Hate Myself For Losing You

Nya's POV

That night, I cried myself to sleep as I was also clutching on to the stuffed bunny

Two Months Later
(Sorry for the long time skip)

Lloyd's POV

It's been two months since Kai and Nya left the team

And.........

To this day, I'm still trying to get over Nya

I know that I'm not the only one to blame, but I'm still accountable for what I did to them, to her

Love is beautiful.........

Love is sweet...........

But........

It's also intoxicating...........

And when you lose it........

You get hungover

That's how I feel like right now

Heck.......

I've been feeling like that ever since she left

But besides that, the team is now longer a team

Zane and Pixal are still mad at us....

We are now always busy.........

And

We haven't even been able to focus on our mission to get the Realm Crystal back

I'm still worried about the note

I don't even know if they are even still alive, actually I do

Zane and Pixal are the only ones that keep in touch with them

I tried calling them, but they changed their numbers

I hate this

Ever since they left, everything has been terrible

Kai and Nya fans are angry........

Paparazzi and news anchors always asked us "Why don't we ever see Kai and Nya with you and the team anymore?"

I'm left here, feeling all types is guilt

I just hate it

I hate myself

Nya..........

If I could turn back time and keep myself from getting angry at you.......

I would

I'm really sorry for everything that I said

I hurt you.......

I messed up........

And now you're gone........

I'm sorry that did this to you.......

I don't hate you, I love you.....

At this point, I can't deny my feelings for you any longer

But........

It's to late.......

Nya...............

I Hate Myself For Losing You