Inevitable || Krii7y

Chapter 5

Jaren's p.o.v

I decided to spend the night at John's again, but I wanted to sleep on my own mattress like I always did. John had asked if I wanted to sleep with him in his bed, but I refused before even thinking about it. He didn't ask if I was sure about it, and just shrugged it off.

After spending so long dreaming of having John as my boyfriend, now that it has happened, I didn't know what to think about it, so I was glad that John gave me some space.

Well, at least he tried.

"I'm sorry, but I can't help it," John said when I tried to sneak off his couch, and he pulled me back to his lap.

John's mom had returned home, looking like crap after partying too hard. Me and John had moved to his room to watch tv, it seemed like my new seat was his lap.

"We were suppose to go to sleep," I told him, trying to wiggle from his grasp.

"But.. but.. I have always been so afraid of death that I never let anyone close to me," John said with a sad voice. It was maybe a little too sad in my opinion. "I have never let myself cuddle with anyone, and I was kind of hoping that.. now that you're my boyfriend, I just want to be close." He gave me sad puppy eyes.

I just rolled my eyes, he was obviously using his condition as an excuse.

"Fine, but just a few..." I never got to finish my sentence, before John flashed a victorious smirk at me, and smashed his lips on mine, forcing me on my back on the couch.

I couldn't help but to laugh against his lips, "you're hopeless," I muttered.

"Well it was true what I said," he smiled after pushing himself up to his elbows. "I have never let myself enjoy this."

John placed a small kiss on the tip of my nose, before he moved his lips on my cheek. I felt ridiculously happy for being able to be like this with John. His eyes stayed warm and there was a tender smile on his lips.

He gave me big kiss before getting hesitantly up from the couch. "We should get some sleep." He said and helped me up to my feet.

"I tried to tell you that for the past half an hour," I chuckled.

"Mhm.." He said and hugged me, "goodnight handsome." He said with a low voice in my ear.

I started blushing really badly, he knows how to get to me. He always did even before we dated. I thought as I laid down on my mattress and fumbled with the blanket for a little. It had to be late because I was really tired, but John kept me up over his little stunt.

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John's p.o.v

Jaren was sleeping awfully long. He usually woke up before I did, and I slept pretty late usual. Now it was me who woke up early.

I sat up on my bed and took yet another glance at Jaren. This cute person on my floor was my boyfriend now. I crossed my legs and leaned my hands against my knees. I just stared at Jaren, who was sleeping on his side, his arms and legs wrapped around his blanket. He had one of my white shirts on, and black and white stripped pajamas pants on. The shirt had rolled up slightly upwards and the waist of his pants little down. The more I looked at Jaren the more I got attractive to his body, the shape of his hips were nice.. and that cute ass of his. I just wanted to sit right next to him and stare at it closer. I wanted to touch it, maybe give it a little squeeze, plant a few kisses..bite it..fuck it..

"For fuck sake.." I muttered and laid back down on my bed.

My mind was trying to get me into big trouble. I needed a shower, the colder the better. I got up from my bed, and tried my hardest not to look at Jaren again.