Honest Men In Chains(A Zacky Vengeance and Synyster Gates Love Story)

Chapter Seventeen

The rest of the tour went smoothly. I still had to have everyone watching me because of the damn suicide watch thing. But, the upside is I'm allowed to drink again. It was the second to the last day of the tour, and I was happy, but bummed out. I loved being on tour and merching for the guys.

The passed few days Zacky and I have been closer than ever. There has been no talk of what was going to happen with him and Meghan though. It worried me a bit because he said give him till the end of the tour. Which was tomorrow.

Syn and Cyndy haven't talked about their situation either. It was bugging Cyndy. She was beyond happy with him, and he was the same with her. They were always hugging and kissing on one another. Always having smiles of their faces. They were truly the perfect couple if there was such a thing.

Cyndy and I were up early today and for some reason were ready to get the day started. We wanted to get out and bust ass to put up the tents and get everything ready. I think it was because we needed to discuss how to bring up their wives. So, that's what we did. We were motivated and kicked everything out quickly.

"God damn! We are such a good team." I say plopping in my chair.

"You're telling me. No one else is done yet!" She exclaimed.

"We are that fucking good." I say holding up my hand.

She slapped my hand than at down as well.

"So, any luck on the wife ordeal?" She asked.

"Fucking zip. Hasn't said a word." I say.

"Same here. I don't even know how to approach him about it. Otherwise I would." Cyndy said shaking her head.

"I'm asking Zacky about it tonight. Whether we fight about it or not. I need to know if I'm staying in Cali for him or going back to Florida." I say.

"Yeah. I should do the same." Cyndy agreed.

"Want to know something really fucking weird?" I asked.

"What?" She replied.

"Remember, how guilty I felt about sleeping with Zacky?" I asked.

"Yes?" She said unsurely.

"Well. I don't even feel guilty anymore. Every time we kiss or touch and have sex anymore, it feels right and I don't even feel bad for his wife." I explained.

"I feel the same way! Damn, I thought I was just a bitch." She laughed.

"Nope. You're not the only one." I laughed with her.

The day went by fast as usual. The concert also went by extremely fast. I had told Zacky I wanted to talk to him and he was quite hesitant about the idea. That rose many red flags for me. That meant to me that he was hiding something.

Cyndy and Syn had decided to take a walk before bus call. She didn't seem to happy when she walked out the door behind him. My thoughts were he pulled a Zacky and was hesitant about talking to her. The way they were acting right now almost led me to believe they were just using us.

I shrugged off the thought and focused what I wanted to say. Zacky and I were in the back lounge with the door shut. It was completely silent except for our breathing. I was waiting for him to speak, but he didn't say a word. Looks like I had to speak first. The only thing that was stopping me was he may not like what I have to say.