A d m i r e r 》Kim Junkyu

11

Y/N's POV

"See. She changed, y/n."

Mashiho and I were at the library after school. We were waiting for Junkyu and Ara to come. I just rolled my eyes.

That bitch is two face yet again... Why is Mashiho protecting her?

"She didn't."

"Y/n why can't you just-"

"Just what? Move on? You weren't the one got hurt mashiho. I was."

"But-"

"Just stop."

I glared at him. I don't even know why I'm mad at him. He didn't do anything wrong. He just fell for one of Jihye's tricks. It angers me.

"Can we not talk about this? Please?"

"Not talk about what?"

We turn around and saw Junkyu. Junkyu flash us a smile and we looked at each other awkwardly. I forgot he likes Jihye. Why now?

"Nothing! You're late Junkyu! Take a sit."

Mashiho says and he points at he chair in front of me.

"Where's Ara?"

I ask trying to look around. Since the both of them are class representatives, shouldn't they come here together?

"Ara said she needed to meet with her Boyfriend. So she won't join us today."

I nodded and mouthed an 'o'. Junkyu sits in front of me and we continued studying. I could still hear the whispers from around me but I tried my best to ignore them. After a few minutes, I stood up.

"I need to go to the bathroom."

They nodded and I walked out of the library. It felt so nerve wrecking when the stares increased. I walk to the nearest bathroom and went inside a cubicle.

"Ugh. That damn Y/n pisses me off."

"What? You're jealous?"

"Jealous? Nah. I don't think she's good enough to be with either of them."

"It's not good enough." "It's shit."

"Did you know what happened during middle school?"

"Hm? What happened?"

I open the cubicle door. I knew it. Park Jihye and Friend. She gives me a look of surprise and smirks.

"What? Trying to defend yourself?"

Shit. I couldn't move or talk. I wanted to scream at her, 'fuck off!' But I couldn't. I'm not secret admirer. Someone who's straight forward, fun and nice. I'm park Y/n. A coward who hides in the crowd afraid to stand out.

"L-leave me alone... please,"

"Speak up! We can't hear you!"

She comes closer to me.

"I-"

I took a step back.

"Coward! You don't deserve to be with anyone-"

She pushes me on to the floor. My knees scrapped from the rough paving of the bathroom.

This school is too Budget to buy smoother paving.

I wanted to cry. History was repeating itself again.

"What did I do to you!?"

I gathered all my courage. During middle school, Park Jihye wasn't like this. She was nice. Kind. At least that was what I thought of her-

"Why are you doing this-"

"Don't act all innocent. Isn't it obvious?"

She comes closer and bends down. She gives me a glare that send shivers down my spine. I felt goosebumps everywhere.

"I just don't like you, Park Y/n."

"I never did."

Author's Note:

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