The Forgotten One

Les I'm Miserable

What happens now? I really want the answer to this. This question. What happens next? How will life change? Why do the people around me keep leaving? The next week was a blur and I don't really remember much after my Aunt and Uncle died. It all happened in a rush. All I know is it was February 3, 1978. I don't really remember being saved. But what I do is being taken out while the house burned down around me. It was my Uncle Madeye who got me out. James found out when I was brought to Hogwarts to stay with my Aunt Minnie till the school year ended. Then I'm with James. I overheard that being agreed upon. Jamie saying that, that was what was going to happen. Sirius would be watching me too and Remus too. The funeral was a couple days after they were killed.All I remember is it did was rain and I shared an umbrella with Jamie while standing out in the rain at there wake and funeral. I remember wearing black and seeing a sea of black. The only thing that didn't seem to be black or dull was my hair. It has been ice blue since they died. Just like it was after my parents. Life has been a blur since since my aunt and uncle died. Easter break has come and gone and summer break is fast approaching. My hair has yet to leave it's ice blue color but it sometimes goes white or dark blue or light blue. The only time my hair goes to it's natural color is when I sleep but that is what happens. powers don't work when you sleep. Unless you have a nightmare then my hair goes ice blue because I am in the stage between awake and asleep. There hasn't been much going on in my life. Well except for the war; it is raging and it keeps getting worse. To keep you on track of what's going on in life. James and Lily are dating and going strong and what Lily doesn't know is that James is planning to propose before school lets out. Marlene and Sirius are still together and are going to live together after school ends. Remus and Dorcas have been going strong and I don't think I mentioned there relationship but they have been together for over a year and were together since the beginning of their 6th year. Peter is still single. Reggie is also single. Andy, Ted, and Dora are all good. Both Trixie and Cissa are suffering in there arranged marriages. That's about it. I also forgot to mention something that happened in the summer before school started and that is that Jamie and Siri had a run in with death eaters. I don't know exactly what happened but it has something to do with Sirius' bike and a cop car.(AN if you want to know what I'm talking about google Harry Potter prequel or go to this website ). Also this summer I went to go see this awesome new movie called Star Wars with my family. I have seen it 20 million times since then. Not a lot has happened since aunt Mia and Uncle Monty died. There is one thing that has stuck out to me. It was a conversation with Sirius. It was something I've been wondering since my parents because how can someone continue to smile when something bad has happened. The conversation went like this:

"How are you smiling Sirius?"
"Sometimes smiling is the only way to get through situations like this Bella."
This struck me because he was right. Smiling through the pain has helped me get through losing Aunt Mia and Uncle Monty. I don't know why really but it does. My birthday has come and gone and I am now 5, nothing really happened not that I haven't really cared about my birthday since mom and dad died. Now back to what is happening now. The year is 1978 and it is the last hogsmeade visit before the seventh years graduate. This hogsmeade is different though. Like most hogsmeade visits I go out and I get to see the Black side of my family. Andy, Trixie, and Cissa have come to meet Reggie, Siri, and I. But what is unusual is that after it was done I went out of Hogsmeade with Reggie. Usually I head back to Hogwarts with Jamie, Siri, Remy, and Peter before spending time with my Aunt Minnie or Grampa Dumbles. When we left hogsmeade we headed to Diagon Alley. This is really starting to get strange. Why didn't we go back to the castle.

"I have to get some money out of Gringotts Isa then we'll head back to Hogwarts." Reggie said and that's what we did, we went to Gringotts and took the cart so Reggie could get money out of his vault. Since Reggie wasn't 17 yet (he will be tomorrow, it's the June 24th his birthday is on the 25th) we had to floo back to hogsmeade but we were stopped before we could get there.