Secret Admirer

Chapter 10

~Nash's POV~

I feel horrible for what I did and I deserved it. I should really apologize to her. Carter's just sitting down staring out the window. He's taking the break up way worse than me. It's like he can't live without her. I'm hurt but not bad. I might not be able to have kids but I'm mostly okay. I guess I just didn't have stating feelings for Sabrina. Yes I do like her but not a lot. I know I sound bad, but I know she feels the same way about me. I saw the way she looked at me and the way she looks at Matt. When she looks at Matt I can tell she really likes him. When she looked at me I knew she didn't have very strong feelings for me. I need to apologize to her and let her know how I feel.

"I'm going to apologize you comin?"

"Maybe later I just need time to think."

"Okay don't do anything stupid while I'm gone."

I walked out and headed to her room. I knocked, but got no answer.

"Sabrina I came to apologize I know you don't wanna hear it but I want to apologize."

I opened the door and she wasn't there.

Weird. I walked to Matts room and opened it no one. I went to Jacks room no one. Where the heck are they? Oh shit didn't Matt say something about the hospital.

I ran to my room and saw Carter still in the same place.

"Come on we have to get to the hospital!"

"Why?!"

"I'll tell you later just come on!"

"Okay. Let me change."

"No time lets go!"

We ran out the room and down to the lobby. I ran to the front desk.

"How long till the next cab comes?!"

"Uh 20 minutes sir."

I grabbed Carter arm and started running to the door. We ran down the street till we got to the hospital. I ran in looking for everyone but saw no one.

"Sabrina?!"

"Sabrina?!"

Aaron came running up to me and walked us to the waiting area.

"Don't say anything stupid Matts pretty ticked off."

"Okay."

We walked in and I saw Matt crying on the floor in a bundle. Even though he might be mad at me he's my friend and I need to apologize.

"Hey Matt."

"Go away."

"I'm sorry. I know this is all my fault. You don't have to say it because I know it and I feel horrible. I don't even know what I was doing. I guess I got jealous for a second that she likes you, but I'm done. I realized that I don't have feelings for her as much as I thought I did. I know she feels the same way because I see the way she looks at you."

"Really? I'm sorry I beat you."

"It's okay. I wish you two the best."

"Thanks."

I got up and walked to Cam.

"I'm going to check on Sabrina."

"Okay."

I walked to her room which wasn't to far but still a good walk. I walked in and there laid her Lifeless body. She looked beat up. Her leg was broken and she had a scar running up her arm. This is all my fault. I am the worse person ever. I've made mistakes before but this is by far the worse. I hurt her, not only mentally but physically. I didn't deserve her for the time I got with her. And now she might be leaving.