Secret Admirer

Chapter 12

I walked up to Sabrina and I guess I was smiling because she gave me a look.
"What happened?"
"Oh nothing."
"You're lying."
"Okay fine I met a boy."
"Ohhh who?!" Asked Matt.
"Matt you care?"
"Yes girl. Now who did you meet?!"
"Okay. I met Luke Hemmings from 5Sos."
"What?!"
"Yea he was so sweet. He heard me singing in a studio at a music store. He said he'd call his manager."
"Oh my gosh! Wait how did he ask for your number?!"
"He just asked me then he said it was so he could contact his manager."
"He likes you!"
"You really think so?!"
"Absolutely. Did he accidentally touch your hand?"
"Uh yea when we were in his limo. But we were getting out."
"Okay. Did he brush his hand on your back?"
"Yea but we were leaving the store."
"No I think he likes you!"
"Girl you know he likes you!"
"Matt do you even understand what these things mean?"
"Yes! I am a guy so I know what we do to get a guys attention."
"Are you sure?"
"Yes. I know what we do."
"No I was asking if you're sure you're a guy."
"Yea I'm sure."
"Hello Um I'm Doctor LeCaster. All of you're test went fine. Your vitals seem fine. You seem better, so you're free to go home."
"Thanks."
"Matt out."
"Why?"
"I need to change."
"Why can't I stay?!"
"Out!"
"Fine." he said as he was storming out.
I grabbed Sabrina's clothes and handed them to her.
"Thanks."
She finally came out wearing a red sweatshirt which was Matts, skinny jeans, and black converse.
"Ready?"
"Yep."
We walked out. Aaron and Carter were both staring at me. Aaron came up to me and tried to hold my hand but I kind of played off that I was throwing my cup away. This is going to be a long weekend.

~Sabrinas POV~
We were walking out of the hospital, well I was on crutches. I hate when I get hurt and it seems like it always happens. Like I was saying, we were walking out when I noticed Mackenzie seemed uncomfortable.
"Hey Matt you and the guys go to the car I need to ask Mackenzie something."
"Can it wait a second so...."
I glared at him.
"The time of month."
"Guys lets get in the car!"
They all got in the car and I grabbed Mack.
"What's wrong?"
"Nothing."
"No I can tell when you're uncomfortable. What's wrong?"
"It's just.. I feel bad for Aaron and Carter, because I know they like me but I don't like them. I think I like someone else."
"It's okay. Don't feel bad because you don't like someone. Nobodies forcing you to like anyone. Let me guess who you like. Luke?"
"Maybe."
"You met him today though."
"But it felt different when I met him the it did when I met other cute guys."
"Oh. We'll talk more on that later. Legs go." I started laughing, while she looked at me like I was crazy.
"Get it because my leg hurts...."
"Just stop while you still have a chance."
"Okay."
We got to the car and I sat next to Matt. While Mackenzie had to sit next to Aaron and Carter.
"Matt switch with Mack."
"Okay babe."
"Thanks luv."
I motioned Mack to come sit next to me, while Matt sat next to Aaron and Carter.
"Thanks."
"No problem. I know if it were me you would have done the same."
"I don't know I might have let you been tortured."
"Oh shut up."
We got to the hotel and Mack helped me out. When I got out an bunch of fans were standing there with signs screaming.
"Feel better Sabrina!"
"Thanks guys."
Matt saw me struggling with my crutches so he carried me inside, which made the fans go insane.
"We love you!"
"SATT FOR LIFE!"
I stared at Matt and laughed. We got to the lobby and I gave the front desk lady a glare.
"Nice that you aren't bleeding all over our floors anymore. We don't need skank blood staining our floors."
"You know who's blood is gonna be on the floor next?!" I said getting ready to jump on her, but Matt held me back.
She stared at me and laughed. She laughs like a dying duck. Imagine a duck getting run over by a truck over and over again. That's what she sounds like.
She kept laughing it was so annoying.
"Honey are you okay? Did you swallow a duck?"
"No brat. At least my laugh is the only thing about me that is annoying."
"I think you meant not the only."
"Just stop. The only reason your in this damn nice hotel is because you have your famous friends to pay for you."
"At least I don't have to work here to be here."
"Do you know how stupid you are? The only reason you are still alive is because your friends pity you and would be blamed if you died. Your parents wanted you dead the day you arrived on this Earth."
I stared at her. That one did hurt. I don't get emotional over someone hurting my feelings because I can handle it. This time was different it was like she took the only thing that I had left that I loved and crushed it.
I simply looked down and shook my head.
"Great now there is going to be tears on the floor!"
"You know what shut the hell up! You aren't even worth my time. You try to act badass and all, but you're nothing to me. What are you famous for? Oh yea nothing."
"I'm famous for getting your guys d."
"How do you know if I even have a guy?"
"Because his name is Matthew Espinosa and he is good in bed." she says smirking.
"Y-You don't know that."
"Oh yes I do. He also has that cute smile that everyone loves. His room is the fourth floor, 348. Two beds red comforters. He keeps a stuffed duck on his bed called "Larry". His suitcase is blue with gray stripes."
I stood there speechless. Did she? That cheater! It's kinda creepy she remembers all of that.
"Got nothing to say huh? Because you know I'm right."
I stared at her and I planned my way to jump her. Wait where's Matt? He must of left because he saw her and knew I would find out! Well the only ones here are Nash, Jack G, and Mack. Lets see them try to hold me back.
"You little skank can't even handle your man. I bet you're just another one of his toys he uses then gets over. How long have y'all dated? A couple weeks, days? That's just enough time to use and get rid of. Hope you had fun while it lasted. You're worthless trash. You act tough but on the inside you're a weak, dirty, shitless whore who is most likely to get pregnant right now."
That's is.
I lunged for her getting ready to beat the living shit out of her.
"Nash grab her!" Yelled Mack.
"Let me go! Let me go! She deserves what's coming!"
"Let it go!" Jack started singing.
"Shut up!" I yelled.
She flinched as I almost grabbed her. Nash and Jack pulled me back and held me back before I could get her.
"Good have your little boy toys hold you back. Good thing they did other wise I would have had to beat the shit outta you." she said smirking.
"I've had it!"
I tried to pull away but they guys are strong.
"Have fun with your boy toys." She said leaning on the desk staring at the guys.
"Maybe I could get them next." she said licking her lips.
"No you don't! These are my friends and if you touch them I will hurt you way more than I already am going to!"
"We'll see. See you tonight boys." she said winking.
"No! Stop." I said feeling tired.
"Calm down Sabrina it's okay. You can't let her get to you. She's trying to get inside your brain so she can feel powerful."
"You're right Nash. Thanks."
"Oh goodie. Maybe now I can have Mattie babe and you can crawl back to your pity trash of an ex."
"Leave him alone. Leave me alone!"
"Awh defending the trash. That's nice you still have feelings for shit."
"Shut the hell up. You want to know something? You're the real trash. You wonder why you work as a person. You act like you've slept with a bunch of guys but I bet you couldn't even get a glance from a guy because they're so disgusted. You're just jealous of Sabrina because she's something you're not. A good person and pretty." Said Nash.
"That's not true!"
"Also I have your manager on speed dial for my manager. Don't expect to come to work tomorrow." Said Nash.
"Just wait. You'll regret this." she said walking into her office.
"Thanks Nash."
"No problem but I do have claw marks in my arms now."
"Sorry. She just- I think I have anger issues."
"Yea you think." said Jack rubbing his arm.
"I'm sorry guys."
"Good thing I didn't hold her back other wise my hair would be gone." Said Mack.
"Yea." I said.
"Uh I'm going to my room." I said.
"Okay just don't kill Mat..."
"Matt!"
I ran to the elevator as the guys ran after me but I got in before them. I'm just going to ask him some questions
I'm not capable of killing anyone. How could he do this to me? Did he really cheat on me? He had to in order for her to know what his room looks like.
I got to the top and the guys stood in front of the elevator.
"Uhm."
"I just want to ask him some questions."
"We know what you're really going to do."
"I-I just need answers." I said looking down.
"Fine."
I walked to his door feeling like I wanted to cry but I didn't. I knocked on his door and he came.
"Hey babe." that's when I started to cry.
"What's wrong?!"
"Can we talk?"
"Yea..."
We walked in and he motioned for me to sit next to him but I didn't.
"What's wr..."
"You that's what's fucking wrong."
"What the hell?"
"Did you cheat on me?"
"No!"
"Sure you fucking liar!"
"I haven't cheated on you! I love you."
"Then how come the girl more like slop downstairs at the desk knew exactly what your room looked like?!"
"I-I ... put a picture on insta."
"Let me see."
"Alright I didn't!"
"See! I wouldn't even be that fucking mad if you would have just told me!"
"It was just one girl. She didn't mean anything. You're my true love! I was drunk."
"Okay. So wait just because it was just one girl I should forgive you?! So you're saying you could have had other girls to cheat on me with but you thought of me so you only chose one?! Oh and being drunk is everyone's excuse. Why are you drinking at 17?! Don't fucking talk to me."
"Why are you being like this?! It was a mistake! I didn't mean for it to happen!"
"You didn't mean for it?! You little shit. You could have not drank. You could have stopped. Now your begging for forgiveness when I can't forgive you. You are pathetic!"
"I'm sorry..."
Then that slut ass barged in.
"Babe I have great news! I'm pregnant!"
I'm done.
"You little shit!"
I lunged for Matt but was grabbed by Nash. But I was still able to grab his shirt.
"I'm so sorry Sabrina!"
"Don't talk to me. I knew I made a mistake dating you. You are worthless trash. Hope you have fun with queen bitch."
"Please you're the only one I love."
"Don't even dare say you love me. You disgust me. Leave me alone!"
"Please I didn't mean to!"
He's pissing me off.
"Oh and I didn't mean to do this!"
I turned around and grabbed Nash's face and kissed him.
"Goodbye Matt."
"Bye slut. See you later. Have fun with yourself while I play with your boy toys. I hope you end all of our misery and kill yourself. It's simple just end your life." Said the slut.
"Maybe I will."
She looked at me and smirked.
"Have fun." I said.
I took one look at Matt and ran out. I ran out the hotel and to anywhere other than there. I ran to a little store and sat in front of the store and I cried. When I get really mad I write songs so I sat there and wrote it on a napkin. I was getting into my song when someone sat next to me.
"What was that?"
"What?"
"That kiss?"
"I don't Know Nash. I'm so confused right now. I feel like my heart is being ripped out and crushed in front of my eyes."
"I know how you feel."
"How?"
"When you left me I felt the same way."
"Oh. I'm sorry."
"No it's my fault for being a jerk that day."
"It's okay."
"No it's not. I hurt a very great person."
"It must be me. I can't even keep my boyfriend from cheating on me. I'm such a screw up."
"No you're not. It's his fault for cheating on such a wonderful girl. He's stupid for hurting you. He should have realized how much of an amazing girl you are."
"Thanks Nash, but you didn't have to say that to make me feel better."
"I was only speaking the truth."
"I feel like I was blinded. He took me and showed me things that I thought were great but were really dumb. Kinda like him."
"You weren't blinded. You were distracted by what you thought would bring you great things but brought you down."
"You're telling me. Is there anyone out there who loves me? I'm just being selfish we should probably go."
"You're not being selfish. There is someone out there for you. He is the luckiest guy in the world. He better treat you like a princess or I will tear him down. I will make him pay for the hurt he has done to you if he does. But the one for you till death do you part will not hurt you. He will make sure you feel like a queen. Because you are his world."
"I hope so. Thanks you know just what to say."
"No problem. I hope your guy comes soon enough, or maybe you've already met him."
"Maybe."
"Let's go."
"Alright."
We got up and walked back to the hotel where I saw Mack in the lobby with... Luke?!
"Mack is this..."
"Luke?! Yes."
"Hi I'm Sabrina, Mackenzie's best friend other wise known as her sister. Hurt her and I promise...."
"Sabrina!"
"Sorry I am just very protective of my sister."
"Okay." he said laughing.
"Oh and this is Taylor, Aaron, Hayes, and ..."
"You're Nash Grier. I heard about you. You're Sabrina's boyfriend, and Internet sensation."
"Uh ex boyfriend. But he's my best friend."
"Oh sorry."
"It's okay."
"Well I see you found Sabrina." he said.
"Yea. Uh Mack we'll leave you and Luke to talk." I said.
"Okay."
We walked away but I couldn't help but spy so I hid behind the tree with Nash listening to their conversation.
"Thanks for coming so quickly."
"No problem, the guys don't care."
"Oh that's good wait where are they?"
"They are in the car. They are sleeping still."
"Okay. Well I'll see you later."
"Hey I was wondering would you like to go on a date with me tomorrow?"
"I would love to."
"Great I'll pick you up at 7."
"See you then."
Then he leaned down and kissed her on the cheek. He left and she squealed.
"My best friend has a date!"
"Were you spying on me?!"
"Uh yes."
"I have a date!" We both squealed.
"Lets go. You need a lot of rest so you can be prepared for tomorrow.
"Okay."
We got upstairs and we were about to walk in our room when I stopped.
"You coming?"
"Yea I'm just going to say goodnight to the guys."
"Okay."
I walked down the hall to Nash's room when of all people the bitch walks out.
"Why are you still here? I thought you finally ended our misery."
"No I didn't, but I'm about to end you."
"Oh scary. But I have to go. Baby on the way, so I need to get rest."
"Oh can you not wake up from your slumber?"
"Ha very funny but I asked you the same thing. We don't all get what we want. Why are you still here? Leave." I asked.
"I'm sleeping here tonight."
"With who? Oh." I looked down.
"Yea Matt. Now move so I can get some food from the vending machine."
"Tagged why the vending machine hasn't had any food at all. Are you sure you're really pregnant?"
"You're very funny but I am done insulting you. It would take to long. Not even my whole life could fit all of your flaws."
"Thanks. I have to go." I said.
"Where are you going? Why are you still here? "
"Why are you still annoying? I'm going to my room." I said.
"Well hurry along. Trust me nobody wants you here."
"Alright. I hope you have a nice life with dumbass, and dumbass jr."
"My baby is not a dumbass!"
"Well if he's your and Matts kid I'm pretty sure he might be."
"Wait till I get you."
"Are you sure you could catch me?"
She stared at me with disgust. I got to my door and before I walked in my room I stuck my middle finger up to her. I walked in and saw Mackenzie packing. She turned to me and was crying.
"What's wrong?"
"It's uh. Luke asked me to open for him on tour."
"Oh. Well this is great why are you crying?"
"It's for two years."
"Oh.... I'll miss you. Look it's only 9. Let's go do something."
"Okay."
We walked out and went to the mall before it closed. We walked into the hair salon and I decided I needed to change my hair. I told the lady what I wanted and she got it done perfectly. Now my hair is a dark purple, and Mackenzie's is a bright blonde. We walked around and bought clothes.
"This is fun. I'm going to miss this."
"I will too. Lets go back to the hotel." I said. "I've decided that I want to leave tonight instead."
"Okay."
We got back to the hotel and finished packing. I grabbed my stuff and she grabbed hers. We all got together and stood outside for a while till my cab came.
"I'm going to miss you guys."
"Call us when you get home."
"Okay."
I hugged everyone and when I got to Mackenzie I started to burst out in tears.
"Goodbye. Thanks for being my sister." She said.
"Goodbye."
I watched as she got in her car and drove off. A single tear rolling down my face. I turned to Nash and hugged him.
"Goodbye."
"Can I tell you something?"
"Yes?"
"I never stopped loving you. I still love you."
I looked at him and he leaned down and kissed me. This felt different from Matt. I dated Matt for what like three days and he hurt me. I've dated Nash for a week and now I'm starting to like him again. Maybe he's the one I should have chose.
"Goodbye Nash."
I got in the cab and watched as they got smaller. This is the last time I will see them for a while.

~skip airport journey~

I arrived at my house and it felt cold and empty. Looks like I'll be living alone for a while.