When your only best friends betrayed you, you have friends who are still with you and they become your best friends.
But...
I don't tell them everything
I don't show them my real self
Because,
I'm afraid of getting hurt
My heart has been ripped
I'm on the process of healing
I can't afford to let someone tear it apart again
Did you know how many days I cried myself to sleep?
Covering my mouth to not make any noise, while the other hand is clenching my heart because it hurts like hell.
Pressure
Stress
Sleep disorders
Eating disorders
Health problems
Depression
Expectations
Low self esteem
All are piled up on me
How do I let it go?
The answer is...
I. Don't. Know.
Death?
Self harm?
All sounds good to me.
Got scolded for doing this and that.
Emotions are piled up
Shouted at someone
They scolded at me
Without knowing that I had enough
Cried many days
Hurt myself many days
I don't know how to continue
I have hurt myself too much till I don't know what's pain.
In the process of healing? *laughs*
What's that?
Haven't heard of that.
Happiness?
Is there such things?
Pain?
I don't feel it anymore
Sadness?
I don't feel anything.
Emptiness?
Of course I know that. I have been feeling that all along.
YOU ARE READING
"I'm fine, Thank you."
De TodoDepressed song lyrics and quotes. I'm free from depression and remember. Life is a story. Don't end it like a chapter. Keep writing! Fight to the end. I'm here if y'all wanna talk:)
