Empty (Taekook)

Part 11

Jungkooks Pov

Three days ago that assignment was assigned.

Nothing has been done.

There is a week left.

I’m too afraid to ask V about it. So after class I head straight to my room. Skipping dinner, and prepare for bed.

It’s still rather early, but I don't want to face my roommate.

I also don’t want to fail in art...I am in a dilemma.

I check the time on my phone and sigh.

‘6:30. P.M’

Still another two hours until I go to sleep.

I hear the click of the dorm entrance and scramble to quickly go under the covers.

I close my eyes just as the bedroom door opens and V walks in.

“I know you aren’t asleep.” He whispers. I feel a dip in the bed and open my eyes.

He searches my eyes as I search his.

I find guilt? No, that must be wrong.

I shake visibly. My hands holding the blankets edge so tightly that my knuckles turn white.

“What have I done to you.” He whispers quietly. He reaches his hand out to touch my cheek and I flinch as his surprisingly soft hands caress my flushed skin. “I’m so sorry, jungkook.” He whispers softly.

I stare into his eyes. Looking for anything that tells me this is fake. I find nothing. Only regret,guilt, and an emotion I can’t really pinpoint…

“I just...I want to take all your innocence away…” He laughs. “ I want to do things to you, and be the only one who can do them.” He smiles at me. “I realize now that…I was wrong to do what I did.” He scratches the back of his head nervously.

“Forgive me?” He smiles widely, his lips form a box shape.

“I-I…okay” I say closing my eyes tightly. “I just...I-I may need...some time..” I breathe out slowly, expecting him to lash out and maybe even hit me.

But he just smiled.

“Of course, I can imagine with all the stress I’ve caused you.” He stands and moves my hair out from in front of my eyes.

“Y-yeah”

“So, do you want anything for dinner?” He says walking towards the door.

“Oh-um...No I-I already ate.” I smile nervously.

He looks at me confused but slowly nods.

As soon as the door closes, I sigh.

Yes, I lied, but...I’ll just eat breakfast in the morning.

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Taehyung's pov

Yes, I apologized to Jungkook.

Yes, I really did mean it.

I just felt so bad for some reason. I’ve never felt this type of desire for someone.

I felt this need to protect him, but also take away the innocence he has.

I remember my past self as I look at him. Weak and vulnerable. I didn't want to turn into them. So I figured it would be best to try and be friends.  

Plus if I hadn't apologized Yoongi would have beaten my ass.

Apart from that.

I think that my...actions triggered something in him. He’s less fluffy and happy. Now he keeps to himself, Jimin told me he didn't visited their dorm for 2 weeks.

I feel so guilty knowing that, well it is my fault.

That is why I, Kim Taehyung decided to become less heartless.

I plan on walking to class with my bunny everyday, take him to hangout places. The movies, the park, you name it.

I just want him to be happy.

579 words~

Herro! Its been a long time sonce I've posted but I've been really busy. I'll try beung more active. UwU💜