Empty (Taekook)

Part 22

Jungkooks pov

We stayed hugging each other on the floor for god knows how long. His hands untangle the knots as I relax in his hold. 

This relationship scares me. Kim Taehyung the hot,cocky playboy who had showed me an entirely different personality they hid, asked me to be their boyfriend. 

And I said yes. 

Maybe I’m stupid. 

“H-hyung.” I whisper softly. 

“Yeah baby” He answers, breath tickling my ear as he hold me in his arms. 

“W-when was your l-last hook up?” I ask nervously not wanting him to be mad. I just wanted to reassure myself. 

“Bun! I stopped having those nearly 3 weeks ago.” He held my chin in his hand as he lifted my head to look into his eyes. “When you told me what had happened.” He said in a softer tone, looking at me with…….empathy? 

“Why?” I ask him with curious eyes. 

“I realized that I wanted to be the person to show you how beautiful you are.” He gave me a soft peck on the cheek. “I can’t do that if I’m fucking someone else. Now can I?” He laughed brushing my hair out of my face. 

“N-no, y-you can't” I look down again, embarrassed by his phrasing. 

“Now let's get off the floor, yeah?” He takes my hands in his, pulling me up to stand together. 

We go back to the table and he encourages me to finish my plate of food, and I do.

“Hyung, why d-did your l-last relationship end?” I stutter out. 

“Well… i was in my 2nd year of highschool,” He explained. His voice was soft and shallow. “He was a lot taller and stronger than me.” He smiled painfully. 

“And I thought that was what I needed at the time.” 

“W-what happened.” I whisper peering into his dark brown eyes. 

“They…..They cheated on me-e” His voice cracked at the end. 

“I’m sorry” I put my head down. Feeling guilty for reminding him. 

“Three times actually.” He laughed. “I stood with him. Let him...do things to me.” He shook his head bitterly at the thought. “I was so stupid.”

“I understand” I rest my hand on his bicep. 

“He told me that I wasn’t enough for him” He whispered. His eyes held so much pain and regret. It hurt me to see him like this. 

“He had done so much to me, but by the time he asked to do it.” He said suggestively. “I just wasn’t ready.” He shakes his head wiping stray tears off his face. 

“Y-you don-don’t have to t-tell me.” I say softly hugging his side. 

“I-I want to.” He sits up straighter and takes a deep breath. 

“He forced himself on me.” He looks down at the floor in shame. I watched as his shoulders shook slightly and as he wiped tears with his left hand. 

“I-I decided i would NEVER let anyone take advantage of me again.” He explains, his voice wavering. “So I slept around. Broke hearts. To protect myself.”

“I’m sorry…” I whisper pulling him into a tight hug. His arms wrap around my waist and I give him a kiss on the cheek. 

“It’s not your fault.” He whispers back. 

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Here's another chapter for you guys hehe. I'ma try updating on weekends cause I have online schooling Monday-Thursday. I love you peoples I hope you have/had an amazing day. I really like this chapter btw.