picking petals one by one
wondering if they love me
or love me not
do they think of me the same way i think about them?
or do they think the complete opposite and despise me
oh how we all hope it's the first option
because being thought of negatively just tears down our ego and makes us think hateful things about ourselves
pondering if we should change ourselves for their liking
should i lose weight?
should i gain weight?
should i wear more makeup?
should i wear less makeup?
should i change my style of clothes?
should i keep the same style?
should i change my hair?
should i keep my hair the same?
oops
i'm out of petals
