Mixed Feelings

Chapter 4

Hi guys. It's me Taylor. You probably think I'm horrible for leaving my friends. Yes the friends that bully people. I left cause I didn't want to bully people or be mean anymore. I had to focus on school and work and my mother agreed that it was the best thing for me too. Also she was only one I could ask. But also a girl threatened me. So now I'm with my groups of friends and were called the nerd group. But there my friends and they have names which are Noah, and Ava. Yes they do know about my problem. My problem is I struggle with depression. Mason was there for me when I'm dealing with depression. He's not no more he thinks I'm a traitor and selfish. But he doesn't know why I left. I just wish he would listen to what I have to say but all he does is bully me and when I'm pinned against the wall he socks the wall next to me head. But I deserve it cause I hurt him he was my... childhood friend. If I didn't exist he would never got hurt. I'm also in the cheerleading squad.

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(A/n) the pic at the top is Taylor.