Mixed Feelings

Chapter 35

Lunch

POV:Olivia

The bell rang and I was gonna go to lunch but I looked back and said "hey winter do you want to have lunch with me and my friends" she  smiles and nods a yes. I say "ok follow me" I start walking with her side by side I see Ava and I scream "AVA" she jumps and turns around she smiles and screams. Back "OLIVA" I laugh and hug her she hugs back.

I tell her "this is winter she's gonna have lunch with us. She looks at winter and says "hi I'm Ava" and she hugs winter. Winter says "hi Ava I'm winter" I then say "let's go to lunch I'm starving" Ava and winter laugh at my Silliness.

POV:winter

I'm not gonna lie Ava's cute and wow I'm surprised I said my name to her and did not stutter. And she smelled really good when she hugged me. Wait what stop thoughts. I look at Ava as we walk to the cafeteria and she looks at me and smiles without teeth and she looks beautiful. She then says "what do you want to eat" I respond "oh um I don't really care foods food so anything" she giggles and says " I agree "

POV:Olivia

Do they not see me or something. What the fuck I'm literally standing right here. Whatever there just being friends. I say "guys can we go sit down already"Ava looks at me concerned and ask "are you ok" I reply "yea let's go" we sit at the table and Ava and winter start talking I don't know what about cause I'm looking at Ava admiring her face features. She looks at me and smiles.OMG THAT SMILES GONNA BE THE DEATH OF ME.

POV: winter

I see Oliva and Ava staring at each other with pure love or like so I ask "are you guys a thing or something" Ava and Olivia still staring but Oliva the says "what! No!" I  look at Ava and I see her frown and look down at her food she then says "I'll be back restroom break" Olivia says "ok" then two boys come and say "hi I'm Tristan hey Olivia" and gives her a handshake she says "hey and hey Noah" the other kid known as Noah says "hey"

I look at them and say "hey guys are you guys gonna sit down" they laugh and sit. I look at Olivia and I whisper for only she can hear "you should check on Ava" she says "yea I should guys I'll be back"

POV:Olivia

I start walking towards the bathroom and I open the door and hear someone crying I go more Inside and see that it's Ava. I'm not good at this so I do what I see in movies I hug her. That's what friends do I. Movies right. She hugs back and I feel her tears on my collarbone. I now know I'm doing something right I then say "hey what's wrong your ok" she just stays crying she finally stops and says "thank you" I ask "what's wrong" she responds "nothing" she looks down but I put my finger in her chin and I freeze when I see her eyes looking at mine. She just keeps looking. I don't know what came over me but I started to lean in. My nose glazing hers she gasps and looks at my lips I stared to lean into kiss her.

But the bell rings. I slightly jump away from her I let go of her chin and I clear my throat and I say "we should get to class" she says "yea you should" and she leaves running. FUCK SHE HATES ME. UGH  I feel my heart kinda hurt. I mean she let me Lean In she didn't stop me right. Did she say something I just didn't hear. I mean why would she want me to be her first kiss. God I'm stupid. I walk out of the bathroom and go to class.