Mixed Feelings

Chapter 11

Pov:Olivia

I honestly dont know why in at applebees with Ava. I dont know why I took her out class to come with me. I doubt know why I got mad when everyone started laughing at her. I don't know why I stared at the teacher like that. I'm so confused why am I even talking to her. Why was I holding her hand. But her hand felt so perfect in mine. I honestly want to hold it again. Wait what? What I'm I talking about. Why did I come to applebees again and especially her. My God what are my friends gonna say. What am I doing. You know what I'm go in the restaurant and say I have to go to the bathroom and leave her. No wait that's so fucked up. Just suck it up and eat with her. It's only one time anyways.

I feel something intertwine with my hand I look down at my hand and see hers and mine hand. Omg were holding hands I like the feeling of it to so I give her a little squeeze and look up.

I see her already staring at me. And she is smiling. My gosh she looks so cute. So I smile back and she said "you can take me back to school y'know" I look at her and frown I reply "why " she say "because I know you were debating either to spend time with me or leave me." I reply "I'm sorry I sent even know why in doing this" her smile faded away and she stops holding my hand. And she said "imma call my friends to pick me up" and she turns but I don't let her  I grab her waist from turning and look in her eyes.

I say "no please dont I didnt mean it like that"

She replies "so what do u honestly want to do then you know if I wasnt a nerd and I was a girl that was popular  you would have went into the restaurant and eat but with a nerd its the worst thing in the world."she said it like she was mad I never heard her like this

I look at her shocked

Pov:ava

Omg did I just say that. And omg her hand is on my hip. Why the heck is just looking at me. Did I sound that mean. Should I say sorry. No because it was true. Right??

Pov:Olivia

I finally recover from my shocked state and I say "your so wrong I dont do that with anybody I don't even leave the class with anybody I dont stare and the teacher cause he said something and made the kids laugh at you. So I'm sorry if you felt a type of way but I wouldn't come here with a girl to eat. So do you forgive me." I waited for an answer.

She says "yes I forgive u I'm sorry I accused you of coming here with a girl.

I smile and she smiles back I then get my hand off of her hip and grab her hand and walk towards the restaurant.