Mixed Feelings

Chapter 41

POV: Olivia

Stupid school I have to get out of here and really fast. So I run for it I go to the auditorium and go thru my secret window. I then jump down and run to the parking lot I jump onto my my bike and rev the engine . I drive off and go to the beach. I'm in a really fucked up mood. I'm also sad. And so frustrated. Imagine I would have kissed her.

And 1 hour later I arrive at the beach. I go to my special rock and take my alcohol and chug that shit. I stay there for a little while just drinking. I then pull out my weed and roll it up to a blunt I light it up and start smoking it. I feel the affect kick in after smoking it. I feel a little drunk to be completely honest. I keep drinking away my feelings.

30 minutes later I am totally high and drunk and it feels good. I start laughing to my bike. I have a good idea. I need to go to Ava's house and say something or do something. I start driving by the time I know it I'm at Ava's house safe and sound. I start walking to the side of the house to her room window I then yell "Ava ava ava"

POV ; Ava

I hear someone yelling my name so I go to my room window I open the curtain and the window and shock feels my face. I say "Olivia what are you doing here" she looks at me and smiles and says or more like yells "Ava hey I want to tell you something" I look at her curious and I know that she is drunk by the way she talking and being unbalanced.

So I know she gonna be yelling but not on my watch "Oliva just go home" she looks down and says "I don't want to home sucks I just want to be with you" I say it a little bit firmer "I'm serious go home" and then I remember she fuck'en drunk I say "never mind just go to my front door and wait" she runs or does something. I walk downstairs and open the door I see Olivia smiling at me and I pull her inside and say "you better be quiet" she laugh loud and I put a hand over her mouth and she nibbles On it. What the heck...?!

I pull her upstairs and go to my room and I push her I the bed and she says "whoaaaa" I chuckle and say "let me get you some clothes" she nods her head up and down, I get clothes and walk towards my bed and tell her "come on I need to change you" she looks up and smirks and I hit her playfully with the shirt and I grab the clothes she has and lift her shirt I'm not looking at her stomach I'm looking at her face and I slide the new shirt in her.

I mean friends change friends all the time right? I then take off her pants and was gonna slip on her shorts and she says "no it's hot " I say "ok... " and I then say "let's get yuh to bed" she then says "Ava are you mad at me? Did i do something wrong? I sorry I almost kissed you? I won't do it if you don't want me to." I tell her "stop talking let's go to bed" I push her softly on the side of the bed and then I slip in the bed and cover Olivia and I.

I lay there but Olivia says "can I hug you at night I mean we don't have to but like it was a question I don't really hug people a lot so never mind it was a dumb question", I turn to face her and open my arms and tell her "come here" she smiles and comes In my embrace and hugs me. Her breathe is hitting my neck while my chin is above her head. I say "goodnight Olivia." She says "night Ava"