I can't believe myself. I let him slip away from my grasp. I was so close to having him, to him being all mine and now he's gone. He took he own life, because of me. I was the cause of his death. I was the cause of his pain. I did it. No one else.
*Flash of Back*
"Why did you do this Nash. Why?!" Matt pleaded
"I don't know I was drunk. I promise I love you and only you!" I reached out for him and he backed away.
"Don't touch me." He said his voice cold.
"I'm sorry Matt. I'm sorry please forgive me baby. Please."
"I hate Nash Grier. I hate you." He says and just like that he's gone.
*End of Flash of Back.*
"As I stand here today to speak on the behalf of my boyfriend. I just want you all to know he was the best person I've ever came in contact with. I know I haven't know him my whole life I feel as if I had. I know for certain that he certainly has changed my life in the time he was here in it. And I truly am blessed to have had him in my life. Rest in peace my Mattasaurous. I love you Matt. Forever and Always." I say and step off the podium tears stream freely off my face. I will always love you Matt. Even if your last words to me were I hate you. I will always love you.
I drive home from Matt's funeral with tears down my face. I didn't talk to any of his family... I just couldn't face them.
I was the reason he was dead.
I was the person who killed him.
Me. No one else.
Just me.
I was so caught up in my thoughts I didn't see the red light and I slammed on my brakes just as a semi collided with my side of the car.
And then I was gone.
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