Why? ( Shigaraki Tomura x reader)

Chapter 3

Please play the music has no words-

" Wow that was so cool Y/n!!" Yelled some of the students. I then walk to the back of the group. "Y/n is that you" a low voice says. I look to see who it was. " Todoroki?" I ask.
"So how's your wounds?" He ask.

Flask back-
The bright full moon was shining on my head. I was 12. I was lost. I was in a alleyway. I felt someone's eyes on my body.
"come out of hiding" I say while looking into the darkness. " fine...." the voice says. He steps out he looked like a lizard and had razor sharp nails and teeth. I then activate my element quirk and lit my hole body into flames.
" hmmm... I was just going to take you but.... I guess you want to hurt me... I get to hurt you now!"he says kind of happily and serious. He then Jumps  towards me and uses his claws to cuts me deep. It started at my belly to my legs. It was big and long. He then used his tail and knocks me out. I then wake up in a hospital.

-Me telling you what happened.
You could not remember anything that happened before the fight you only remember All Might and Aizawa.you were in a coma for 3 years and you woke up one day. While you were at the hospital healing you meant some people. One of them was a young boy name Todoroki and his mom, she let you call her mom or mommy. You also met his father who was really mean. He always asked you questions about your parents quriks and yours.

End of flash back-
" there all gone" I tell him. " so how's your mom or if I should call her are mom" I ask him. " I haven't talked to her cause my father..." he says in his low voice while looking down upset. " he is a ass I know" I say while looking at the students.

Time skip to the next day-
" we are all going to U.J.S center. Get into your costumes and meet me outside" Aizawa says. I get up and change and go outside and meet the others.

The boy named Bakugou was yelling at Midoriya for some reason when we were on the bus. Todoroki was sitting by me. " why were you looking at your hands after using one of your quirks" he whispered in my ear. He was the only one of the people that new about all of my quirks.
" I... can't remember" I tell him. He also knows my memory lost too. " sorry" he says as he pats  my head. I smirk and so does he. We then were at the U.S.J center. We then walked into U.S.J center to be greeted by thirteen. " where is All Might" Asked Aizawa. " he used up his power" Thirteen replied. " we have some rules I like to get out first, you learned how your quirks can be harmful in the test Aizawa gave you, so I want you to use your knowledge from that for the test today" she then took a breath. " and.." she got interrupted by villains coming out of a portal down below us. " is this part of the test?" Asked a red haired boy. " No stay back..Y/n you come with me" Said Aizawa while putting on his yellow goggles. I then put up the Hood on my outfit up. Me and Aizawa both jumped down and landed on top of some villains. We then started to fight. After fighting 5 villains I looked at Aizawa. " I am checking on the others be back" I say ready to lunch my self into the air. " wait" He Yelled out. I stop he then put this thing around me neck. It was like his thing but different. I nodded my head to a 'yes' and then use my unknown quirk and jump really high into the air. I then see one of the areas that has a ship sinking. ' I'll help them first' I say to myself. I then jump into the area and land in the ship.
" Wo Y/n how you get here?" Asked Midoriya.
" lets not talk about that. I am here to get you out of here." I say while looking at my hands.
" here" I put my hand into the water and freezes the water making all the villains freeze with it.
" now walk across it's safe" I say while jumping onto the ice. I then walk wear Aizawa was. His head was being smashed into the ground by this creature that I remember from somewhere.    "Ugh... why can't I think of the name.." I say while garbing me head. Pictures fly into my head.
" Nomu STOP" I yell. The creature just looks at me. I stand and walk over. " Kill...Nomu" a raspy voice says behind me. Nomu then starts to attack me. I use my unknown quirk and punch it hard. It flys backwards.

??? P.O.V
She looks like Y/n. She even seems to have her quirk... all I can remember is her H/C. I then look at The hero and run fast towards him and grab his arm and kind of disintegrate his arm. I then let him fall to the ground. " Nomu why won't you keep company for him" I say with my raspy voice.

Your P.O.V
" Y/n.." said the raspy voice. " Don't you remember me?...... Shigaraki..." the raspy voice asks. My head starts pounding in pain as I grabbed my head and fall to the ground with my face to the ground. I close my eyes. I then opened them. " I..I remember... everything" I say while my face is facing the ground. I then realized Midoriya and the people with him were watching me.
I also see Bakugou and Todoroki feet behind me but far. " you remember what Master said... ' that no one saved us'...... you know why he saved you" he says while he is standing in front of me.
" yes..." I say while looking up. " I missed you... They took you... Let's do what we were supposed to do!" He yells in his raspy voice. He lends me a hand and I grabbed it. " Y-Y/n" Midoriya stutters.
" What are you d-doing" he asked. I just look at him. " You Bastard!" Yelled Todoroki.  While running towards us.
I use me ice to block him. " Y/n use your fire" Shigaraki says. I look at my hands and then back at all of my friends. " I-I can't do t-this" I say while looking at Shigaraki. " you know how no one saved us! You know how Master saved us even tho he was no hero! So why should people like these people be hero's if they can't save anyone!" He Yelled. I touch my face. I then look up to see Midoriya about to punch me. I dogged it. " DEKU YOUR GOING TO FUCKING DIE!" Bakugou Yelled. I punch Midoriya with my energy release. Then Bakugou came in and use his quirk on me with out doing any effect. " FUCKING DIE!!" He yells while use one of his boom fist. He then blow it and a bunch of dust covers me up. I then make my body go up into flames. The dust clearers and Bakugou still sees me standing.
" WHY ARNT YOU DIEING!" He yells. " you don't know my hole  quirk" I say while smiling. I then build up my flames. Then stomp my foot making flames going towards him he dogged it. I let my flames cool but then my Hood comes down to reveal my face and hair. " Y-You a-are!" Yelled Midoriya.
I touch my hair. " Dam it now you all know" I say. 
My hair has changed color again, its was white with faded red on the bottom. " You a-are Y-Y/n L/n!" Yelled Midoriya. Some people watching the fight gasp.
Some talk. " her parents died" " her parents were pro hero's!" Some of them Yelled, I look down. 
Then All Might comes. " Y/N WHAT ARE YOU DOING!" He Yelled. " oh look who finally showed up" Shigaraki says. All Might jumps down.
" What have you done with her!!" Yelled All Might. The other kids were still shocked how I was. Todoroki attack me again trying to freeze me. "You missed.." I say evilly. I then shoot a lot of energy to him making him fall. " don't try to save me" I say deeply. He just lays there looking at me shocked. " Y/n Let Nomu do the rest..." says Shigaraki. " you didn't tell me about the change of hair.." he says in his raspy voice while I stand by him. After All Might Keeps fighting Nomu. All Might hits him really hard and make Nomu fly up in the air. " No Nomu!!" Yelled Shigaraki. He seems like a child. " Well.. Well I guess you are pretty strong All Might... you were scared to fight me when I was little... why don't we fight now since I am older?" I ask while looking at him while using my unknown quirk with energy going around my body. " I can't I will hurt you!" He yells. " Hmmm... Next time.." I say and then see other Hero's coming. All Might try's to grab but I jump high into the air and jump into the portal guy. I now was standing in a bar with Shigaraki.
" Master will be so proud" the raspy voice says.

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