Why? ( Shigaraki Tomura x reader)

Cahpter 4

Sorry I haven't updated in awhile... anyways play the music in the top has no words in it.

"Master will be proud" Shigaraki says. " I don't want to be here" I say as I look around the bar.
" why!?" He says." you just got back" he adds on. ".... memories.." I say slowly while looking down at me feet.

Flashback- age 7
Me and Shigaraki were sitting down on the ground at the bar. He wasn't that happy today and I didn't know why. " Shigaraki.... can I talk to Y/n alone.." one of the villains say. It was common to see villains around that worked with All For One ,just like him. Shigaraki did as he was told and stand up and walk off to his room and closed the door. The man then picked me up, and carried me to a chair and sat down, putting me on his lap facing him.
" you know..... we are just using you" he says looking down at me with a smirk. He then touch's my face. A painful shock then goes down me making me jump and fall off his lap, falling onto the floor.
He then gets up and walks towards me and kneels down to where my head was facing him.
" don't worry no one will every use you again" he says. He then puts both of his hands on my body. Then more painful rapidly shocks go down my body. After awhile my eye lids become heavy and start to fall. I close my eyes and pass out due to the pain. The man thinks he has killed me and leaves me laying there. After 3 hours I wake up. I then look around the room to see no one there. I get up and walk to my room. As I open my door I walk to my bed and fall asleep thinking about the pain.

End of flashback-
" I want to leave" I say as I look back up. he then looks at me but instead of his face I see a Hand covering his face. " No.... your not leaving" he says with his raspy voice. I then feel hands hold my arms to make me still. I look behind me to see a other villain. I then feel something hit my head hard and I slowly pass out.

Time skip to 5 hours-
I wake up to see a bright light in my face. I tried to cover my eyes but as I move my arm I feel pain. I tried to move my head but I also felt pain. I tried once again to move my legs but I also felt pain. I gave up and just laid there. I hear a door open and closed and then some walking to the place where I was laying at. I look up to see who it was. It was Shigaraki And All for One are 'Master' " you got the chip in her?" Asked All for One. " Yes...Master" Shigaraki says. I then hear some footsteps walking away where I was laying at. " Master....will she know who I am.... If I use it" Shigaraki ask 'Master'. " I don't know" 'Master' replies. I then hear a door close not Abel to hear anymore footsteps. I then feel a hand touch both of my wrist, head. And both of my ankles. I try to move my arms and hands and I was able to.
" sorry...this is going to hurt" Shigaraki says. I move my head towards his voice. I only see his face for a moment tell he puts these things on my eyes. " sorry" Shigaraki says in his raspy voice. He then pushes a button that was in his hands. Quickly afterwards I feel a sharp burning sensation on my eyes. I try to pry the things off my eyes, making me fall to the ground onto my knees, but it doesn't work. I try to think of a way out but slowly my head starts to feel fuzzy. I try to think of All Might of what he would of done... but I couldn't recall him. When I was trying to think of what he looks like, it just went blank. I did it with other people I use to know, but it did the same thing. I started to forget there names,looks and finally Who they were.

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The things on my eyes were slowly being taken off by a person . I look at the person who took them off. They had light blue hair covering most of his eyes and a hand covering the persons face and body,but you were able to see one of there red eyes. a"W-Who are you.." where am I..." I asked looking around the room to find a way out. I then look at my hands. "W-Who am I" I asked once again. I look up at the light blue hair man who was Standing there.. watching me. I waited for him to answer.

Shigaraki P.O.V
'Hmmm.... I have a advantage over this' I say in my head as I smirk. She wouldn't notice due to father's hand on my face. She kept looking at me. I mean should I tell her the truth. " You are Y/N..." I say in my raspy voice. " And..." she says waiting for her last name. I don't know what to tell her.
" Y/N L/N... My name is Shigaraki You are at a hideout for the League of Villains...." I say in my raspy voice. She then looks back at the ground.
" what happened to me" she ask as she look at her hands with no emotion.' why does she look at her hands so much..damm' I say to my self.
" you were attacked by people from U.A... they were making fun of your quirks.. and they punch you off a building.... my Master caught you in time.." I say hopefully she will believe me. I mean she has to she doesn't remember anything.
" what were you to me?" She ask again looking up at me. I look back at her. 'What should I say.. a close friend... more then that.. wait no that will be weird' I say to myself inside my head.
" we were close friends"do you want me to show you your room?" I ask change if the subject.
" yeah but first.... what were my quirks.." she ask. Wait did she forget her quirks. " I know I have energy release,elements, and the unknown one but...... I am seeing things that aren't supposed to be there.." she says as she looks at me and back down staring at the door. ' is this one of the effects' I ask myself. " what do they look like" I ask looking at her. " t-they look....dead...." she says still looking at the door. That can't be a affect. Unless.... that can't be impassable. I look down at her and lend a hand to her. " here... let me show you your room" I say as she looks at me.

You P.O.V
Again.... a hand helping me. Why does that seem so... familiar?

I hoped you enjoyed!! Thanks for reading.