Why? ( Shigaraki Tomura x reader)

Chapter 11

Warning: sexual themes applied, not acted out.

Tears were falling frown your eyes as you sobbed on Shigaraki's shoulder. Your arms wrapped around him as your fingers dug into his back, your tears and snot going all over his shirt.

He didn't know how to comfort you, so all her did was place a hand on your back and slightly rub it.

" I'm sorry! I'm so sorry!" You sobbed out, your head shifting to his neck, his eyes looking down at you before moving away.

Honestly, you weren't meant for this life.
That's what he was starting to realize. Maybe, he thought, you could just be a little housewife.

He placed another arm around you while thinking, putting you into a hug as he bounced his leg up and down. He rested his head on your shoulder, lightly closing his eyes.

He could then take care of you, and if he takes care of you. He could protect you from society, doing his mission for the world and not having to worry about you interfering.

You were still sobbing when he came up with the idea. But, he didn't mind.

Of course, hugging you like this was a bit awkward, but he was getting used to it, starting to enjoy it in certain terms.

But one thing pained his stomach, how could he do it? It caused his brows to go inwards.

Then an idea came up.

Getting you pregnant.

Only option. How else could he make you stay home? He already knew he had to take time with it though, he can't just fuck you- he has to show that he could take care of you before so.

And especially with the other members of the league? No way can he trust them trying to kill the kid.

Now, he doesn't like kids. He assumed you did. He also assumed you want them, as he didn't care.

" I don't think I can do it anymore!" You sobbed, holding him tighter somehow. He couldn't help but smile, realizing he might not have to go through his plan.

Of course, he felt bad for you, but he knew that he wouldn't have to worry about a kid.

He hummed in response, " you don't have to do it anymore" your breath hitched.

" you could just stay here, and I can take care of you" your stomach fluttered, your cheeks burning as you pulled back to look at his face. He looked at you with a monotone face.

" really?" He nods.

Without even thinkings, you gave him a quick peck on the lips. Once doing so, you looked away with a flustered face, still sitting on his lap, your hands resting towards your thighs as you bit your lip in embarrassment.

He raised a brow before giving you a small peck on your cheek. Your face turns completely red.

" Now a new rule has applied, no leaving the base ." You looked at him, and your eyes widen.

" I would never do that! I want to stay with you forever!" You hugged him even tighter, which gave him comfort.

At least now he would know you would never leave him.

Somehow, he didn't even notice time flying by. Like literally- an hour passed by, and he didn't even notice. Nor did he notice you fell asleep.

How did he notice? Well, Kurogiri came in the room, which led him to sadly place you on his bare mattress that was all dirty up. But he knew you would mind.

He found a random blanket, putting it on you before leaving the room.

" We didn't get any information out of her" Kurogiri talked as Shigaraki shuffled behind him, before stopping at a door. He opened it, spotting the dim light hitting at a bruised woman tied to a chair. She was laughing and giggling as his eyes wanted to see her dead.

He closed the door behind me, his neck feeling like it needed to be scratched.

She was going to pay for what she did.

He didn't say a word to her as she giggled all about, only walking towards her as his scratching went deeper into his skin.

" shut up" she giggled, letting her face up to show her crazed eyes as blood ran down her nose, a cut forming on her lip.

" make me Mr.Handyman!" She snickered, let's just say it didn't take that long for her to turn into dust and for him to walk out of the room, the heavy scratching only turning to a light one.

" clean that mess up"

" yes Tomura"

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He didn't mean to wake you up and for you to see the blood running down his black shirt. Which caused your eyes to widen as he continued to scratch his neck.

Your once laying position turned into a sitting one, grabbing his wrists, making sure for him to not turn you to dust, and giving them a light tug.

" Please, calm down" you mumbled as you eventually tugged them away from his neck, slowly reaching up to grab the hand off his face. He let you do it, his gaze staying on the floor, his hands wide ok, and laying on his thighs.

It was silent as the two of you just sitting there, your eyes slightly closed as you yawned. You turned, grabbing the blanket and putting it over you, and a bit on him.

You glanced at him, quickly looking away. You fuddled with your fingers for a moment, hesitating on your " intrusive" thought. You just wanted to hug him. That's what your " intrusive" thought was.

And you know what you did? You acted on it.

You quickly turned so you were facing him. Shoving your face into his chest as you wrapped your arms around his waist.

He knew how to respond, hugging you back.

The two of you sat like that for who knows how long- it was long enough to the point the both of you were laying down. It then turned to you sleeping in his arms as he held you in a safe embrace.

The both of you didn't even have to say anything to each other. You both already knew that you love each other.

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Word count: 1077

Posted: 5/6/22

Edited:

Hey guys! I have been thinking about rewriting this story, of course, I'm going to finish this one before rewriting it. But I was wondering if I should? Anyways! Your opinions will be appreciated!