I've seen many things....
Things no one should ever see....
Ive been though many things.....
Things no one should be though.....
This day no this week no no this year no....
The rest of my life....Yes life time......
I will save & make many happy....Even....
Even at the cost of my own.....
I mean why not? I've done it already....
I've made many happy & safe.....
I've done so much to keep them alive.....
To keep them okay & safe & stuff....
I've help many....
I help them no matter what....but....
But I can not help myself with anything....
I've put others ahead of me....
I've done everything & anything for them...
I've kept my own feelings to myself.....
My own thoughts to myself as well.....
But.... But...but...but....
I am self harming myself.....
I'm breaking promises.....
I'm hurting others......
I-i-i-i....I make them worried and....sad....
No...no..no!..
I'm supposed to be the good girl!.....
The girl who helps others!.....
The strong girl that's readable!.....
Not this weak little girl!....
This girl who can't make a decision!....
I want this girl gone!!!...
She's not me....
WHY!?...
TELL ME WHY!?...
WHY IS SHE HERE!?....
SHE'S SUPPOSED TO BE LOCKED AWAY!!
SHE'S NOT SUPPOSED TO BE HERE!!!
WHY IS SHE FUCKING HERE!?!
SHE'S WEAK AND NO GOOD!!!
SHE'S SO USELESS!!!
SHE'S NOT ME!!!
WHY!?
*I punch the mirror as I look at what I'm*
*Tears fall down my face as I scream*
* I fall to my knees and hug them*
*Rocking back and forth as I cry*
*Shaking my head no over & over again*
She's not the real me!...
She's just a useless girl!!
She's no who I am!!
Why!? Why!? Why!?
Why is she showing!?
Please she's not me please help me.....
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Chapters of Peoms
PoetryChapters of Poems that I have written, I suffer from depression and anxiety etc so I write when I need to express myself. These are the poems I have written from those times. So suicide warning and stuff. Chapters Posted 8 out of 25
