Chapters of Peoms

The Sky

I look up at the sky
I pray for a new day, a new world
One where, One where you'll be happy
You say your happy now but I know...
I know you better than that
I know you are depressed & lonely
As I look up at the sky a tear falls
After one falls many fall...
I touch my cheek & smile sadly....
"I love you, I'm sorry...." I say to myself
Looking at the sky as more tears fall
All I do is think of you....
I think of your happiness....
I think about if I'm good for you....
If I'm making the right decision on...
The right decision on keeping you....
Are you truly happy?
No I know your not....
You lie for me to make me happy.....
I think about all of this....
Looking at the sky thinking about you
"I love you so much I'm so sorry...I've put you through a lot & your still here fighting for me.....I don't deserve you sometimes....I'm so sorry for everything I've put you through....I love you so much I don't ever want to lose you....I hope I can fully tell you how special you are to me someday..."
I say all of this as I cry....
I cry with joy & sadness
I cry looking at the sky thinking....
I cry thinking of your unhappiness....
Thinking of what you've been though
Thinking of me being good to you.....
Thinking of all this under the sky
The sky that is now night
I stand alone praying....
Praying for you.....
Still looking at the sky as I get hugged
I look down and over and see you....
Crying I bury my face in your chest
"Your here you come"
I say crying and smiling
You reply holding me
"I never left I will always be here"
As you say that I hug you tight
I smile tears still falling from my eyes
You wipe my tears and kiss me
We kiss under the night sky
I lay my head on your shoulder
As you slowly make us dance
Under the sky so much happens
The sky is finally beautiful.....