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Michael's POV:
"Two months. Two fuc.king months! It's been two months and not a single phone call, do you have any idea how that makes me feel?" "Look, I'm sorry! Okay? I.. I didn't know what to say." "What the fu.ck do you mean?!" I pull the pillow over my face, groaning. It's 9am, why did they have to do this now? For fuc.ks sake, he's been gone all this time, what's so difficult about waiting a few more hours so that I can sleep, like a normal human being?! "I don't wanna fuc.king hear it. NO! Because it's all just excuses! Stupid lies and empty apologises, that's all it is!" Okay, that's it; I've had enough. I throw the covers off me, not bothering to put on a shirt before I open my bedroom door to go find the two lovebirds.
"LISTEN THE FU.CK UP!" they both stop talking immediately, looking at me. "Michael, what are you doing up?" Luke asks as if it's a big mystery. "Listening to your stupid fight. You know I care about you, but you need to make your mind up because I can't sleep when you two are having a contest to see whom out of you that can shout the loudest." "Sorry, yeah.. We'll uh, we'll keep it down. I just, I missed you! I was so worried, you know?" he turns to Ashton, and keeps talking. Good. I walk back to my room in hopes that I'll finally be able to get back to sleep.
Luke's POV:
"Sorry, yeah.. We'll uh, we'll keep it down. I just, missed you! I was so worried, you know?" I turn to Ashton who's now got a soft, sympathetic, look on his face. "You just took off! No warning, no .. no goodbye!" I pause, breathing heavily as I try not to cry. "Ashton, why didn't you say goodbye?" My voice breaks near the end, the tears I've been holding in for so long cascading down my cheeks. "Luke, I-" "I loved you Ashton, hell I still do! Why didn't you at least say goodbye? Why did you leave me? Was I not good enough for you?" I let out a sarcastic laugh, looking down at the floor and then back up at him. "Do you think I'm gross? I bet that's it. You find me to be pathetic and needy and gross, don't you?" I get closer to him with every word, until I can feel his breath on my lips. "Wh-what? NO! That's not, that's not it at all!"
"Yeah? But I think it is. You left me here alone, you didn't say goodbye or anything, just packed your bags and left. And during the time you've been gone, doing who knows what, I've been doing some thinking. Two months is plenty of time for your brain to come up with ideas as to why someone would just get up and leave like that you know, seeing as they didn't give an explanation themselves." I feel sick standing this close to him, fighting, we shouldn't be fighting! Why are we fighting?! "And so I came to the conclusion that you hate me. I mean, all the signs are there." He stares at me with wide eyes, "why, how could you possibly, why would you.." he trails of, not finishing his sentence, his words causing me to roll my eyes at him.
"Well, quite obviously you didn't do it because you love me." I look down at my feet, biting my lip to prevent new tears but it's useless. "I did love you though, that's the thing." his voice was hushed, barely over a whisper. "I was scared, I've never .. I've never felt this way about someone, and then you show up and you're acting all perfect and shit." I can feel my heart jump a little when he says he love me, but then I realize he said 'did'. As in 'used to', more tears fall. "NO, no no no no, that's not what I meant! I mean, yes of course it was, but I still-" he stops and just looks into my, probably blood shot, eyes. "I still do. If not more now than then." He brings his face even closer to mine, our lips barely brushing against each other whenever he speak. "I love you, more than anything really." He peck my lips, soft and quick. "I love you I love you I love you I love you" he mumbles the words against my lips, making me smile. "I love you so fuc.king much, Luke." He says, breathing heavily as he dries my tears with his thumbs. "I love you too."
Oh gosh, I didn't know how to end it. Also, I wrote the first two paragraphs ages ago and forgot what my original thoughts for this was, so I know it's rubbish but it's late and I feel awful so yeah... sorry
