My letter
At nights with my tear-soaked pillow
And the world is sleeping
I take comfort looking
Out the window
The wind blowing
The leaves dying
The snow falling
The rain pouring
My tears trying
to escape
It all keeps going
It never waits
It's hard for me to keep up
But it gets harder to cover it up
I lose will
I lose reason
I wonder if it gets better
Yet I know the question
I know I'm delaying
the inevitable
I am afraid
afraid of the future
that there's no peace after I surrender
Yet I wonder
If its better
for everyone
Without me
And a tearstained letter
